"Trust me babe." His eyes pleads. He tighten his grip around my hand to reassure me that I will be okay and I know I will be okay. But I don't trust those boys that are in that damn SUV. If they are capable of setting a house on fire with out any emotion towards it than they can do much more. So much more.
Harry opened the door and I climbed in. Liam and Ashton sat in the front and Calum was sitting in the middle of them.
As we drove I had so many questions that were unanswered and needed to be answered but I was too scared to speak. It was so quite in the car, not even music was playing. It made me uncomfortable.
"Babe, relax." Harry soothes placing his hand on my thigh to calm me.
"We need to talk when we get back to the apartment." He adds. I couldn't read him, his eyes were so blank. He wasn't angry nor happy. I wonder if the pictures of Louis and I are still on his mind.
"We do."
I moved away from him, scooting close to the window. I laid my head on it, watching the cars fly bye and the beautiful lights from buildings.
What exactly are we going to talk about?
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I sat my purse down on the table, walking into mine and Harry's room. He was unbuckling his shirt.
I texted my Parents that we made it back, putting my phone on its charger afterwards. I felt his arms wrap around my waist from behind, and he leaned his head over my shoulder for me to look at him.
"Are you okay? Your very tense." His deep accented voice asked slowly.
"I'm fine, just nervous about this "talk" we're going to have."
"Yeah, let's have this talk Janae."
He guided my to the bed, and I sat nervously waiting for what he had to say. Why am I so nervous? There's nothing to be nervous about.
He stood, pacing back and forth with his arms crossed, looking down at the floor. The way he looked sent goose bumps all over my body. We are really about to talk.
"How long have I been gone Janae?" He asked still pacing around.
" Almost two months I believe."
Okay now he's freaking me out.
"Correct. When was the last time you had sex?"
Oh fuck I'm not ready to tell him.
"With you. Why?"
He ignored my question, "I don't want you being alone with Louis anymore. " my head snapped his direction.
"The fuck you mean I can't be alone with him anymore? Do you think I'm going to cheat on you? Cause I would never do that Harry. I love you and only you." I yelled standing up from the bed.
I stood in front of him. "Did you hire someone to spy on me?"
He sights running his hand through his hair. "I need you tell me right now that you won't ever be alone with Louis again."
"Did you fucking hire someone to spy on me Harry?" I can't believe he just said that. My heart belated rapidly as I tried my best to not go off on him.
"I did-"
"Okay I see how you see me Harry. I should be the one worried about you cheating. Your always gone with your boys and not around when I need you the most. Every time we finally get the chance to be together you always have to go. But I don't worry because I trust you. I trust you!"
"Babe-"
"And Louis. That's my fucking bestfriend. I can be alone with him without cheating. I don't see him like that at all. I have never did. I'm not about to let him go because my boyfriend doesn't want me to be around him alone. Lou been there when you weren't. I've been through so much and he was there to make me laugh to make me smile-"
"I do trust you Nae." He interrupted caressing my tear stained cheek.
"Than explain all of this to me. I'm so confused about everything."
"I hired someone to watch you because there's still a socio path out there that took you away from me once and could do it again. It would be so much easier for me if I just knew who was in that hospital, that survived the fire. But don't worry I will find out. I'm scared for you. I'm scared that that guy would come after you when I'm not looking to get pay back. I don't want to lose you Janae." He calmly says embracing me in a hug.
"Harry I have to tell you something." I took a step back.
He looked taken back. "Don't tell me if is bad. I don't want to know. "
Is this bad? The pregnancy?
"It might be. It just depends on what you think. " I took In a deep breath trying to built up the courage to tell him. I need all the strength I can get.
"I'm pregnant." Harry's eyes widen and he immediately looks down at my stomach.
"Janae, the baby mine right?"
I nodded my head looking down at the ground ashamed. He took a step closer to me, lifting my chin with his index finger. I made contact with his eyes and he looked relieved.
"Those are the most beautiful words that had ever came out of your mouth babe." He smiles tackling me into a hug.
Okay this was not what I was expecting.
"Harry get off of me." I laughed. He has me on the floor. He kissed me all over my face and last my lips. This kiss was the most passionate kiss we had ever shared . It wasn't rushed or too slow. This kiss was perfect.
He stole another kiss, helping me up afterwards.
"I'm so sorry about everything Janae. I'm so sorry for leaving you alone and about Louis. I just get jealous. Please forgive me." He apologizes.
"Your fine Harry, just don't say that again."
"I won't ever." He chuckles intertwining our hands. "I can't wait for the baby to come. Man we have so much to do in such little time. We have to look for a house (wow) you have to meet my parents, I told them all about you and my sister."
"Your going to let me meet your Dad?"
Well that didn't go as bad as I thought it was going to go. He actually wants the baby. He wants to start a family with me.
"Your going to meet my stepdad, I still have some things that need to be fixed with me real dad."
"Oh that's cool."
I changed into my pjs, sliding into the bed. Harry climbed in a few minutes later, spooning me. "Y'know I wanted to take you to the U.k with me."
"Why didn't you?" I yawned facing his way.
"There was to much going on at that time. But things are okay now. Everything should be okay."
"That's good." I'm so glad every thing is finally okay.
"I love you so much Janae." He whispers into my ear.
"I love you more."
