when everything around seems to be moving in slow motion ,
and your head is pounding from all the wir-wind of emotion ,
When you fall too deep it feels like your drowning in the ocean,
Because His alluring eyes are like a love potion,
The overwhelming crushing fear of falling,
Don't want to feel the butterflies or his embrace that is so calming ,
Drowning in your thoughts and overthinking these feelings,
Because no matter how hard you try to fight it nothing seems to be more appealing ,
When you try to walk away and pretend you have nothing left to say ,
The absence of this connection makes it harder day by day ,
Feels like a life or death situation,
Thinking you really like him but don't know his reputation,
Thinking about the right and wrong thing to do your really contemplating,
Going crazy lost in your thoughts reminiscing every moment and thinking your about to cave ,
Your not even sure what this is alls you know is it's his presence that you crave ,
Wanting to express the feelings that hold you back,
Keeping them shut in so you never feel that your heart is under attack ,
When you know what it feels like to have your heart shattered into a million pieces ,
Your yearning for love and affection really decreases,
Trust issues and overthinking is what heartbreak teaches ,
Because when someone you love deliberately breaks your heart it renders you speechless ,
Out of fear of getting played ,
You realize Your feelings for him must fade .
This is probably a goodbye ,
And when we go on with life like strangers don't ask me why,
My feelings for you I can't deny ,
So I will get over you , or I guess I will try.
