I'm here , but your not,
I keep thinking about you even after I promised myself I'd stop,
I don't mean to hold on ,
But your memory haunts me more now that your really gone ,
I catch myself staring at the clock ,
I never realized till it was too late that time was all we really got,
But not anymore,
I don't really know what I'm reminiscing for,
Reminding myself always hurts me down deep to my core ,
Cause when I see you I choke on the words I'm dying to say ,
Because if I said them i know I'm the one who would pay ,
Cause all I wish for is you to be okay ,
No matter what ,
But I got to trust my gut , and stay away from feeling this way,
I want our story to have color and not just be black white and grey ,
But I guess the story ended a long time ago ,
I guess that is what had to happen so that we can grow ,
Move past ,
to find love in another that hopefully will last ,
The story wasn't perfect ,
But after all I still believe it was all worth it ,
Because I got to know someone with such a kind soul ,
Even my heart is what he stole ,
