i don't understand
how a normal person eats food
i'm always tempted to ask
but i never want to be rude
the thought of choosing a meal,
only causes me stress
and i know it shouldn't be a big deal
worrying about fitting into a dress
i don't have it in me,
to eat the same thing over and over again
it makes me feel sick
and hate the things i once loved,
puts me under a strain.
do normal people get to spend 30 or more,
every week to get food that they know won't bore?
is that a normal thing for people to afford?
or am i just living in poverty, behind this keyboard?
do they make a home cooked meal,
each and every night?
where do they find the energy?
surely that can't be right?
- i'm at a loss of how i can be so out of touch
