i see you watching me every step of my way
and i overanalyse any word i hear you say.
i make up in my mind how you must feel about me
surely that's a terrible way for me to find peace?
you follow me online
never liking a single post
but always in my views
like a little judging ghost
but i wonder what you think,
based on how little you know.
you must only hear the bad stuff,
about when i fail to grow.
but if i had it my way,
you'd hear nothing at all
because why should you know
about things so personal?
i try and size up your beliefs,
figure out what you're about
and i breathe a sigh of relief
when i've got one less reason to doubt.
but that doesn't happen as often as i hope
this is so ridiculous
i really need to find another way to cope
- we've never even had a conversation.
