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That's how I've felt over this last month.

Drowning my pathetic sorrows in alcohol, girls, and fights.

But no matter how much I've fucking tried, I can't stop thinking about her.

It's like she haunts my fucking mind 24 fucking 7!

My world came crashing down that day.

I lost everything.

My family.

My brothers.

My spot as captain of the football team.

The girl I was in love with.

"Knox! Wait, please," She begs, but I can't stop walking.

My mind is still trying to process what the fuck just happened.

I feel her hand on my wrist before she forces me to turn around, tears falling from her eyes.

Seeing her upset like this would usually make me fall to my knees, but now...now I can't even fucking look at her.

"Say something!" She cries.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY!" I yell.

"I- I didn't want this to happen! It wasn't us-"

"I just want to know one thing."

"Anything." She quickly nods as she reaches for my hand, but I pull away.

"Were you ever going to tell me?"

She doesn't reply, and that gives me my answer.

"Fuck you, Capri," I mutter before walking off.

"Knox, stop! Please just let me explain! I promise-"

"I don't want to hear your bullshit apologies! It doesn't mean shit to me!"

"Yes, that was my original motive, but I swear everything changed that day we were in the rain-"

I feel my eyes begin to sting, but I refuse to cry in front of her.

I refuse to let her have another thing she can use against me.

"You have no idea how much you mean to me, I l-"

"Let me make one thing real fucking clear for you, Capri." I cut her off.

I walk towards her, causing her to fall into a nearby wall.

"You mean nothing to me anymore. I don't care what happens to you. I don't care if I ever see your fucking face again. I don't fucking love you! For all I care, you could just go fucking disappear!" I spit, not meaning a single word, but I'm so fucking hurt.

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