2. Feelings Feelings !

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" Bam, for god's sake, stop whining ! I am not gonna help you with it ! "

Jungkook said getting irritated.
Bambam his best friend was whining and chewing his head for past fucking two hours to help him make his crush, Jaebeom jealous.

" Kook, what kind of friend are you ? Your friend is begging for your help and you are mercilessly denying it ? At least think about it before rejecting right away.
You know it's the most auspicious act to be the medium of the union of two souls and... "

" Oh dear sage, Sadhu. But please, hold your philosophy ! "

Kook said joining his hands.

" Mr. Bambam, I do know it's a very auspicious act to be... whatever the fuck you just said; but no thanks I love my dear life so much to be a martyr, even before I become an adult.

If, hyungie came to know I am doing all his instead of preparing for my exams, he will turn my 18th birthday party into a library and become my tutor ! And hell I don't want him as my tutor even if, I die ! "

Jungkook shivered at the thought of his hyungie tutoring him.

" Why ? I thought your hyungie loved you too much to even scold you ever then, what's the problem in him being your tutor ? "

Bambam asked scratching his head.

" God, he do loves me way too much and that's why I don't want him as my tutor. He don't scolds me but he doesn't even let's me sleep till I don't solve all the fucking sets of problem he gives me ! I have been through that torcher in my childhood way too many times that, I don't want to even dream about it ! "

Kook said and indulged himself in his studies. Bam was quiet for sometime and then again was on about it.

" Please, kook ! You don't have to do anything, you just have to act like we are gonna go on a few dates ! I know JB likes me too. He is just playing hard to get. Help me just this once, kook ! I promise I will help you whenever you need me and with whatever you want. I swear. Please, I love him so much. "

Bambam said pleading and giving kook puppy eyes and Kook is way too weak for puppy eyes for his own good ! He finally gives in and decides to help his friend. JB won't doubt as everyone in school knew Kook was gay !

Kook realized he was gay when, he was 15. He came out to his father and he gladly accepted him. Even Min-kyu and his hyungie didn't had any problem with it. Neither of his loved ones behaviour changed towards him and he was the happiest person.

With time, Kook and Tae's relationship changed; not completely. But the physical distance was there for obvious reasons. Kook was really a grown up now. He was about to turn an adult in a few weeks.

He have stopped sitting on his hyungie's lap. Stopped cuddling with him. Stopped letting himself lay on his hyungie, no matter in what position his hyungie was. But other than that, their relationship was exactly the same.

Hyungie's Kookie could get whatever he wanted in this world if, his hyungie decided his Kookie will have it ! Kook still goes to his hyungie if, he needs anything. Convincing someone; which have reduced now.

Because only Kook's Eomma needed to be convinced by Tae. But she passed away in an accident a few years ago. Kook was so sad and had distanced himself from everyone. But Tae never left his side; as he had promised him.

Slowly Kook came back to be normal and started his life newly. Making new friends. Helping everyone, which he learnt from his hyungie.

He have accepted himself the way he is but isn't interested in relationship. He wants to focus on his studies right now. He loves painting and wants to take it seriously to have a career in it. Bambam have promised him that, they will together have that career.

He have seen his hyungie with many girls since his hyungie turned 18. He was never serious about anyone. As if, he was with them just for showing off and nothing else. He would have felt bad for the girls only if, they were being serious with him.

Tae just wanted to show off his charms and that he can get every other girl he points at and the girls were happy to have their name linked with The Kim Fucking Taehyung ! The most handsome guy anyone came across ever.

Jungkook accepts his hyungie is indeed very handsome and charming. Many times he found himself drawn towards his hyungie. But he scolds himself for having such thoughts for his hyungie. His hyungie thinks his little bunny is so innocent for the world and here this evil bunny...

Jungkook always admired Taehyung as an elder; but brother ? No ways ! The moment he realized there are hormones in his body, the word brother was long forgotten; at least from his side !

The slightest wish of Jungkook to have that handsome man as his lover was shattered when Tae hadn't changed his so called girlfriend. He was with Somi for almost a year now.

The longest time he had same girlfriend was two months. And now it's been already 11 months and it doesn't seems Tae is planning to change it anytime soon ! So, Jungkook better let go of the thought altogether !

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