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11. Selfish

" Um... Appa I will just be back. "

Taehyung said taking his hand off his uncle's grip.

I must talk to Somi, she shouldn't think that I betrayed her. I will ask her to marry me. And then tell Appa that, I already promised her to marry her, I can't just break the promise, Taehyung thought to himself.

" Hey, Somi. What are you doing ? "

Taehyung asked as she received the call as a formality, because it would have been really out of blue,

' Hey Somi, will you marry me ? Because my Appa have lost his mind and want ME; the straight guy to marry another guy ! So, say yes and save me from my misery. '

" I am very busy, Taehyung. I have my friends over and we are actually enjoying ourselves. Can I call you back later ? "

Somi said dryly without any interest or intension of talking to him. Tae felt bad. Though, he wouldn't have attended the get-together, leaving his Kookie behind all alone; she could have at least told him about it. Invited him over.

" What ? You didn't told me about it anything, Somi ! Don't I even deserve to know about that ? "

Taehyung asked feeling very hurt and sad about it.

" I don't know, you tell me !
Have YOU ever made me feel I was wanted ? Desired ? Welcomed ? Loved ?

All you worry about is that stupid fucking boy ! If, he is the only one you care about and don't make me feel I am wanted in your life at all; why even pretend to feel hurt if, I do the same ? "

Somi said bitterly and Tae realized she wasn't wrong at all. This stupid fucking bunny was taking all of his time and he have completely ignored her in past few months.
And he thought about her when, his Appa is all set to get him married to Kookie !

" I am so sorry, darling. I didn't mean to ignore you. But my uncle is sick and he have left very less time now. I was busy taking his care. "

Taehyung said, genuinely feeling bad for being an ass to her.

" Oh ! I am so sorry for him. But why are you taking his care ? Doesn't he have a family to look after him ? "

Somi asked genuinely worried about him.

" Oh, there is ! But my Kookie is way too innocent and sensitive to handle uncle all by himself and that's why... "

" Kookie. Kookie. Kookie. Kookie ! I am fed up with your Kookie chanting ! I get he is younger than you; but he is fucking 19 now; a year older than legally being an adult !

The younger kids will go to him and ask for his advice now. For the love of God, let the boy grow up ! And if, you can't find it in yourself to let him go; fucking go marry him ! "

Somi almost yelled at him annoyed.

What ? How did she got to know exactly what is gonna happen now ?

" No darling, what are you saying ? I want to marry you ! Start a family with you... "

" Wait a minute, what did you just said ? Marry me ? And what makes you think that I will marry you ? You don't give me time. You don't go on dates with me anymore. You fucking ignore me like I am nothing to you and you have the audacity to even say that ? How shameless you can be, Taehyung ? "

Somi said getting mad. Taehyung had no comeback at that. He knew she was right and he couldn't deny it.

" You know what, why don't you just find someone else for you ? You are just hanging around with me and I am not liking that ! "

Somi said when Taehyung didn't said anything. She was very sad him ignoring her all the time. She wanted nothing but love from her boyfriend, there's nothing wrong in it.

" No no please don't say that ! I won't do that. Please, marry me Somi. Let's be together forever. "

Taehyung said directly. He didn't felt anything wrong in it. He just didn't wanted to marry a guy.

" You can't be serious Taehyung ! Just why would I marry you ? I don't feel loved hell, I don't feel you are with me even when you are !
And moreover, I am only 21  for crying out loud !
Do you want me to ruine my life by getting married at such young age ? At least let me be 26 ! "

Somi refused to get married now. But he don't have the time to give her.

" Somi, I am stuck in a situation. And only you can save my ass, darling ! "

Taehyung said deciding to get over with it.

" What ? You thought of me now when you found yourself in a situation ? How selfish can you be Taehyung ? Anyways, what's up ? "

Somi said dryly.

" Darling, my Appa and Kookie's Appa wants us to get married as, his last wish. Please help me out. "

Taehyung said desperately wanting her to say yes to get married to him.

" Oh, great ! Then what's the problem, huh ? Go get married to YOUR Kookie ! That's happening what you wanted then, why are you turning your face from it ? You don't even have to convince anyone, they are getting you what you want ! "

Somi said sarcastically.

" Somi ! How can you say that ? I love you and want to marry you ! Why would I marry him ? A guy ? I am straight not gay ! "

Taehyung said getting frustrated.

" Huh, fine ! What do you want me to do in it ? If, you can't refuse to get married to him what can I do ? "

Somi asked.

" Marry me ! If, I told them that, I have already proposed you and promised to marry you, they can't force me to... "

" Hold your horses mister ! You want me to marry you just to save your ass ? Huh, and here I thought you loved me and realized that how wrong you were ignoring me.

And to show me how much you love me, you are asking me to marry you. But no, you want me to marry you just to save your ass ! "

Somi said feeling used. He never calls her, never texts her it's her all the time. He never says ' I love you ' just replies to her. Never have he once said that he missed her. She was feeling he was falling out of love.

He wasn't like this in the beginning but now what's wrong with him ? She thought he wants to marry her and show he his love and promise her to spend his life with her but...

She thought it was all useless. He was slowly parting away from her. She could sense that, see that yet couldn't do anything in that. She controlled her emotions and finally spoke.

" I am in no age of getting married, Taehyung ! Just for your sake I am not gonna marry now. "

Somi said determined. She can see there was no future with him and so, giving herself false hope and cry whole life later, she  didn't wanted that.

" Darling please, try to understand..."

" Listen to me, I gotta go now. I have wasted so much time on your nonsense now ! And if, you must marry for a dying man, just fulfill his wish and divorce the guy once he died. Big deal ! Now just fuck off, for god's sake ! "

Somi said disconnecting the call without waiting for his reply. But Taehyung had got the idea what to do and so, he didn't bothered to call her back; to Somi's much dismay !

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