In the darkness - poetry collection

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This shadow has grown so big, it didn't fit

Anymore, I almost didn't recognize it

A part of my damned soul

Doomed to forever befoul

I though I was doing better 

But the defeat couldn't taste bitter

My soul has joined the stars 

Taking with it all my sparks irregulars 

The demon were hiding well 

And that's why my darkness tend to veil 

Everything I wish I could be 

And It came to me 

That my life was still useless 

And I couldn't care less. 

As my thoughts flew away 

To another darker place 

A new day will come

But I'm not sure if my mask will become 

Another part of my terrible being 

Lonely, sick and terrifying. 

They said that it will not last forever 

But I can still feel that aching fever 

While my spirit have shattered into atom

Going for the life I could have never fathom.