TW: SA, abuse, mention of drugs and panic attacks Please take care🤍
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She thought he was a great guy. He played basketball and had dreadlocks, he was tall and funny and oh was he charming. It's with that charming attitude that he was able to get on her families good side except for Christian's.
High school sweethearts everyone thought they would be. Old and married on a private piece of land somewhere. She was a sophomore and he was a junior. The older guys she prefers. Jayvon Wilson was a picture perfect boyfriend....in the beginning . . . .
Collette followed behind Jay who was heading towards the gym office. "Jay why're we going here?" she asked stretching "Need to grab my jersey and then we can head back" he said giving a reassuring smile. The pair had been together for 2 months but Collette had her guard it was her first boyfriend and she didn't wanna fuck up.
Jay opened the door walking into the extremely dimly lit room, Collette following behind before he closed the door and locked it before she could see. "Ion see your Jersey?" She placed her hands on her hips looking around before she felt Jay push her up against a wall as he attacked her neck in kisses and bites.
"What are you doing get off me!" She tried pushing him away but he was to heavy "JAY I SAID GET OFF OF ME" she kicked him in the balls hearing him wince in pain "You stupid bitch" he pulled her hair back earning a scream from her before pushing her against the wall again with force "Aww baby I'm so sorry oh I'm so sorry-I love you Collette you know that it's just that this is what we have to do know that we're together we have to have sex" he kissed her cheek "We don't have to do shit get the fuck off of me" she tried moving again but Jay spun her around and pulled off her shorts covering her mouth with one hand and sliding his dick into her as she screamed and tried to move away but each time she did he thrusted harder.
She had never experienced such pain in her life, she heard people say this is enjoyable but she hated every second of it she saw blood trickling down her thighs and legs her screams become more and more faint as she felt Jay twitch in her cumming in her. "Not so bad was it" he pulled up her shorts "aww baby you're bleeding" he muttered cleaning her up with a disinfectant wipe that stung her skin but she had felt worse.
She was too shocked to move, shocked to talk she couldn't breathe it felt like her world was dying around her slowly and he caused it. . . Saturday 29th May 04:43am
Collette snapped out of bed shaking with sweat covering her body and eyes swollen from tears, she couldn't breathe and didn't know what to do, she had many panic attacks but this one she couldn't deal with, she tried to slow down her breathing but it just shortened at a faster rate she quickly grabbed her phone dialing the only number that would understand her state. . . Antonio sat in a room with many people including his uncle and a few other people. "With help from our sources we have a lead on where they're trading the Hoja from however it's not a distinct location, Sage I'm trusting you to be able to pin point the co-ordinates by next week Friday once we find the trademark we can find the source of the Hoja, you are dismissed. The men got up saying their goodbyes before walking out leaving Sanco and Antonio. "Proud of you, hijo" she smiled at him (hijo=son) "I know this is not the life you want and don't deserve and I know how much you like your mystery girl so of course I give you my permission if you want to leave after we solve the Hoja case I completely understand" he smiled at him "Sometimes I forget how easily you read people" he chuckled before his phone rang "It's her I'll be back" he walked off as Sanco snickered . . "Hey gorgeous what's up" he chimed but his smile dropped at him hearing heavy breathing. "T-Tony I c-c-can't breathe I just-and I" she breathed out tears streaming her cheeks "Collette listen to me listen ok listen" he gently said "O-okay" she sniffed "Go to your bathroom and sit on the floor okay" "I'm sitt-ting" "Alright put me on speaker" "You're on" "If you're wearing anything that feels tight around your neck take it off" his voice calm and gentle She took of her T-shirt before responding "Ok close your eyes and when I start at 5 inhale when I get to 1 exhale it might be hard but trust me" he said And she did trust him so she obeyed "1" She breathed in feeling her shoulders shake hearing Antonio's gentle voice count "5" She breathed out feeling a bit lighter "How you feeling?" He asked after 15 minutes of breathing "Much better, thank you" "Don't thank me Collette that's basic decency" She wasn't used to him calling her by her name it was always princessa or hermosa. "Either way thank you" she smiled "May I ask what triggered it?" his voice so soft it was almost a whisper Collette has never felt so comfortable she just felt like she could tell this man anything and he wouldn't judge her like he was her safe place. "The uh the night Jay..first raped me" her voice croaked from crying so much Antonio's hands formed into a fist he wanted nothing more than to hold Collette in his arms and shield her from this fucked up world. "Fuck Collette I hate how much he's affected you and I want to give you the biggest hug right now" he looked down fuming with anger "You just talking is comforting" she smiled "I know and I hope you know you didn't deserve any of that shit he put you through, you're an absolute angel who doesn't deserve to feel an ounce off pain" he spoke softly No one had referred her to such. It was either a whore,slut,spoiled brat but an angel was something that made her face brighten especially since it came from Antonio. . . . Giada and Collette were talking all morning about life in general but mainly Antonio and Collette's love lives. "Lettie I know you don't believe me but the way he looked into your eyes, damn" she fanned herself with her hands "his arm around you and hand on cheek fuckkk made my coochie throb low key" she continued "But you ruined it-shit what's the time?" Collette peered at the clock on her wall "12:30am why?" "Tony's coming to pick me up at 2" she sprung out of her bed with her phone so that Giada could help her pick out an outfit "Ouup" . Giada and Collette finished their call and she came out of the shower putting on the outfit she had laid on her bed for the day before walking over to her vanity and doing her a simple makeup look and put her silk black bundles in a half up half down.
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She sprayed her pomegranate perfume and slid on her white air force's before walking out of her room. . On Saturday's Monroe and Mari would have BBQs outside on the patio. It was a somewhat tradition with the three of them.
"You heading somewhere?" Monroe asked "Mhm" she sipped her water watching her phone ding
Vanilla Boy🤱🏾🤍 I'm parked by the hedges
Ok I'm coming Wait- I'll be there😭
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Stopppp See you pookie 😝😝
😝😝😝 Monroe watched his daughter smile at her phone with a frown on his face. "By daddy I gotta go" she hugged him before walking towards the hedge outside. . Antonio looked down at his phone until he felt something graze his cheek, he flinched seeing a stick before "BOO" "FUCK!" Collette laughed holding her stomach as Antonio glared at her before quickly scanning her outfit and the way the dress obviously hugged her frame.
He hopped out of the car giving her a bear hug which caught her off guard smelling his vanilla scent mixed with the faint smell of the ocean as she nuzzled into his chest because of how comforting the hug was. He kissed the top of her head before asking "how'd you sleep?" he was still hugging her "Really good" she sounded muffled due to her being against his chest her cheek could feel the outline of his abs as she pulled away scanning his outfit ready to give a compliment but he beat her to it "You look so gorgeous every time I see you" he licked his bottom lip scanning her again "So do you vanilla boy" she laughed as he walked her to the passenger's side his eyes glued to her ass. . . . "Can I control the Aux?" She pouted "Of course gorgeous, just don't play no Taylor Swift" he mugged "Of course not handsome" she shot back in his same tone of voice He felt his heart do a back flip as he watched Collette snicker at the blush on his face "Yah you can call me gorgeous but I can't call you handsome sike bitch" she laughed Antonio placing his hand on her bare thigh giving it a squeeze before leaning in to her ear to whisper "Don't start something you can't finish amour" he said before pulling away leaving her shocked at the new nickname which made her heart thud in her chest. . . . A/N Hope y'all enjoyed
Side note: panic attacks are very real and you should not handle them alone. Please have someone you can trust help you go through it. I myself have never experienced one so I hope I was able to capture it well.🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 1.67k words#
