sooo its 1 am and I am craving my grilled cheese <:(((
Whatever im gonna make it idk
I ate 2 almonds covered in chocolate :"((
I am fat fr, why cant I stand still and not eat any of my food cravings? this is torture why do I do this
My stomach hurts , i hate when this happends it feels like 10 living hells in one dimension :(
I want my ribs to show
my hip bones to show
I dont want a foopa ( abdominal bump cause by the uterus or when in period )
I dont want these disgusting balls of grease and fat ( manboobs ) They feel heavy, plus
I aint gonna be a father >:( THIS IS USELESS TO MEOMG
FORGET IT THIS SANDWHICH IS BUZZING FRFR 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯 I CANT STOP BEING SO HAPPY
THIS IS THE BEST SANDWHICH EVER .·'¯'(>▂<)'¯'·.
My mama says I can marry my bf now (she doesnt know i have a bf or that I am gay soooo :'CC
anyways UMM
SOOOOO
6 AM . . . UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YAH
SO I WAS UMM playing some roblox and out of nowhere it's 6 am now 😭😭😭😭 IM GONNA TRY TO SLEEP CZ NAAAAAAAAAAAH ;-; ITS 6 AM ALREADY WHAT THE EFF AM I DOING AWAKE!!!!!!!!!
also , i was playing total drama >:) my last server i was in, there was this jeff saying ''' japarty '' and so by then all the server became japarty
JAMAICA CANT EVEN :( ... JAPARTY ;-; .. ITS SO UNNFAIR (┬┬﹏┬┬) what am i doing awake at 6 aam and high
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!!!!!
DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHY AM I SO GAY LIT LIKE ,I FUCKING LOVE MY BOYFRIEND how is this possible . - . WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE HIM >:( HE IS AN ANGEL , a god.
and to whoever is thinking abt it yes ikik that isnt abt my diet or what i eat but it's a reason why I call it Journal/Diary .-.-
aNYWAYSSSS here is my tea mixture for the dayyyy
- green tea
- chamomille tea
- special energizer tea
- black tea
( 4 ice cubes )
And my mum was lazy again so she got us pizza and cheesesticks , this is torture :(
whatebs i am eating a slice of pizza and a cheesestick
MY DINNER PLANS ARE RUINED AGAIN >:((
btw I'm drawing this fellaIts one of my fav characters from disventure camp tbh , imma info dump for a bit butttt
This character got into controversy because it is " forced inclusion " I dont think so rlly, he is a well developed character , and the fact that he is trans doesnt really affect the story :^^btw i just love his design in all honesty ^^ ,
THIS IS ALLL!! (mb for the late publication)
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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My 2013(23) Diet journey to becoming a skinny emo boy!!
De TodoA lil Diary of an emo boy containing my dairy methods ,process and feelings! >_<