(angst)Atsushi fics -sskk-

Too deep...pt3

VERY SHORT

⚠️TW: sh , suicide 

Dazai POV:

Me and chuyaa spoke for a bit , akutagawa answering questions every now and then . We were finishing up our tea when I remembered that I was gonna get some food for atsushi for doing my work today!

"Hey , can anyone come to atsushi's with me?"

"Maybe , why?" The emo replied 

"Because I wanna get him some food for doing all my work today!" I was quickly shut up by a hand waking the back of my head.

"OOWWW , chuyaa what was the for?"  I said rubbing the back of my head.

"Because you're a lazy bitch , can't even do his own work so he has to give it to the kind , worn out boy. You're such a slob!" Chuyaa barked back.

"Yeah , yeah , whatever. Anyways you coming or not?"

"No , I can't come ive got to go see m*ri."

"Oh , ok then . Aku you're coming with me then!"

Akutagawa looked up for his phone rather angrily. 

"WHAT?! Why me?"

"Because the the only one left and I don't wanna go alone."

"Fine." He finally agreed. 

"OK then , see you later chuyaa!"

I half yelled as I walked out leaving Akutagawa a few steps behind. We got him some tea on rice , which I'm pretty sure is his favourite. 

(Third person)

Dazai knocked on the door a few time but got no response. He hit imagine this time harder,  still no answer.

"Try the handle." 

"What? Why would the handle work he's obviously looked the do-"

Dazai got cut of when the door opened. 

"Oh."

They entered atsushi's house , it was clean and tidy. They called his name with no reply.

"Do you think he's gone out , aku?"

"No. His shoes are still here."he said pointing to atsushi's shone on the floor.

"Then where is he? And why isn't he answering?"

Akutagawa got a rush on worry when he remembered his harsh words earlier .

"Dazai. Check the bathroom NOW!" He was shaking a little which alarm dazai even more.

Dazai drop the food onto the counter and rushed up stairs , his mind wondering what could've happened for the calm and composed Akutagawa the worry so much.

Though he didn't need to question it for to long as he soon got his answer. He opened the door after he got a little nod from Akutagawa , who was by his side tapping his fingers on his thigh.

Their confused face dropped and turned into shock and horror at the sight in front of them. There was atsushi , sitting on the floor bleeding out everywhere. Tears filled both of dazai's and Akutagawa's eyes . They couldn't believe the happy ball of sunshine was hiding something this serious.

Akutagawa pushed past dazai,  who was to stunned to even move , and grabbed a towel putting it onto atsushi's arm's. 

"A-ATSUSHI , HOLD ON , WAIT!" Akutagawa was spontaneously yelling trying to keep atsushi conscious and , well... alive.

"DAZAI CALL DOCTOR LADY NOW!" 

Dazai just did as asked , barely being able to say a single words he managed to push a few out.

"Hello , dazai? Why did you call?"

"C-come t-to atsushi's now , please! " Dazai now crying and his voice cracking.

"I'm coming." Yosano said , she understood it was bad , no one at the agency has seen dazai actually cry before.

"You stupid jinko please don't die on me..." he said wiping a tear from he eye.