(angst)Atsushi fics -sskk-

Birthday wish pt2

Very sorry about that MASSIVE break i took , but... ITS FINALLY HERE! Been wanting to write this for ages but never got around to it!

kinda short (IM SORRYYYYY 😭😭)

⚠TW: mentions of sh

Atsushi had finally arrived at Akutagwa's house. Filled with excitement , he knocked , no answer. Again , he knocked , no answer. He filled with worry , grabbing his pockets frantically for his phone  to ring him.

"Akutagawa... answer!" He bit his lip , blood dripping from it. 

"hello?.."

"Ryu! Omg i was so worried i thought something had happened..."

"I'm fine love , I'm coming back from the shop , i had to get some food"

  "oh ok , sorry..."

silence was heard for a few seconds before someone gently grabbed Atsushi's chin making him jump , soft lips touched his as a rough hand slid up to cup his cheek. 

"you really need to stop biting your lips every time you worry , it makes your kisses taste like blood" a kind smile appeared on his face and a slight chuckle left his mouth. "Ryu..." Atsushi looked an inch upwards to look at  Akutagawa's face , the only face that made him feel so much happiness just by looking at it. The amount of gentleness and care that goes into just touching him , the comfort and kindness , it makes him want to stay on this earth.

"let's go inside , its cold out here" Akutagawa grasped Atsushi's hand and lightly pulled him into the house.

Akutagawa dropped his bags after shutting and locking the door , he dragged atsushi over to the sofa and sat both him and atsushi down. Atsushi was on his lap facing Akutagawa , atsushi embraced Akutagwa in a hug which he returned. Silence fell as they stayed in the comfortable position for a while until it was broken by Akutagawa's voice.

"i love you. Please stop hurting your self , it hurts me too."

A tear fell from Atsushi's eyes as he tightened the grip on Akutagwa. With a broken voice he replied ,

"i'm sorry."