I was enchanted to meet you / tom kaulitz

~11~

"we'll be back soon." bill said as he kissed my cheek before he waved and they left. i was now alone in my big ass house. nick, mia and scarlett went to disney land, they asked me to come along but i said i'll stay home and prepare the lunch. gustav and georg went somewhere. they didn't even say where. the last thing i saw was that tom smirked at georg as they left. nothing good right?

bill and tom left just now to go somewhere and they didn't tell me where, again. they were honestly pissing me off by now and my period wasn't in any help.

sebastian said that he'll go grocery shopping in the city next to ours. it will take him some time to get back.

i dialed his number as i began calling him. "him angel." he said after a few rings. "hi babe." i said as i smiled and went upstairs to my room. "i'm going to my parents' grave." i said as i fixed my hair before i took my purse.

"i wanna come." he said as i heard some rustling on his side. "okay i'll pick you up." i said as i smiled and put on my shoes, holding my phone with my shoulder.

"bye mom." i heard him yell on the other side before i heard the door close. "okay." he said as he turned his attention back to me. "see you in 3." i said as i hung up.

i locked the door and texted bill where i left the keys, so they won't stand outside when they come home. i sat in my car and drove towards michaels house.

"hey babe." i said as i rolled down my window as i arrived. "hey angel." he said as he got in and kissed me.

i drove off and we talked the whole ride before he stopped me in front of the store. "wait here." he said as he jumped out and he didn't come back for 20 minutes.

"where is he?" i mumbled as i looked around. he walked out and i felt a wave of reliefness come across me as i saw him. he sat in the car and gave me a boquet of flowers, my favourite ones.

"thank you." i said as i began crying at his thoughtfullness. "aww." he said as he saw me crying before he hugged me.

after my crying episode we drove to the cementary and i felt a lump in my throat. i gulped as i took his hand, walking towards my parents' grave.

we reached the grave and he put the flowers he bought for them in the pot. he then stod beside me who was already crying. "i miss you." i whispered through my sobs as i closed my eyes and all the memories came flashing back.

michael hugged me as i cried in his chest. "i wish i could meet them." he said as he caressed my head while he stared at the grave.

i sobbed once again before i looked at their grave with my red, wattery eyes. "if i could only get one more hug." i whispered crying before i bent down to their grave.

"i'm thinking about you every day." i whispered as i leaned my forehead on the memorial, closing my eyes as i cried. i felt the pain i felt years ago again, the hole in my heart when they left me. i felt like my world colapsed, again.
why couldn't they take me with them?

i stod up and walked back to michael who was patiently waiting for me. "let's go hunny." he said as he wraped his arm around my shoulder, pulling me closer as he kissed the top of my head.

we got in the car and michael had to drove me home since i couldn't see anything from all the crying. "call me later okay?" he said as he led me to the door and closed them after i nodded. he walked home. how sweet.

i couldn't help but cry. i took some wine that was still in my fridge and drank it from the bottle. i looked around for my cigarettes but couldn't find them. "fuck." i stumbled since i already drank the whole bottle.

i walked towards the fridge to take out the second wine but when i turned around i knocked the first bottle down and it crashed on the floor. "shit." i mumbled as i started picking the pieces off the floor, not realising that my knees were leaning on them, leaving some cuts.