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"where the hell am i?" was the first thing that came to my mind as i saw some white room and random machines beeping around me. did i faint? shit i can't remember anything.

the doctor walked in and ecplained what happened. "what the hell." i mumbled as he excused himself and walked out. i heard loud runing footsteps coming my way as soon as the doctor left the room.

"y/n." tom came runing to me as he hugged me crying. "tom." i said as i hugged him. he let go of the hug as nick came and hugged me. "what happened?" i asked as they took a chair and sat on it.

"you got so drunk and high." nick said as he took my hand in his. "i'm sorry." i said as he smiled in response. "all that matters is that you're okay."

"i'm really sorry for scaring you both i just-." i said as i stopped and remembered all the events from before. "it's okay." nick said with a crack in his voice while tom just stayed quiet and cried.

"miss l/n?" a doctor said as he entered with some papers in his hands. i looked up from him as nick straightened up and tom wiped his tears away.

"yes doctor." nick spoke for me. "i just wan't to say that she can be discarged. her body is going to be fine only if she drinks a lot of water. you also have to use the bathroom regulary to get this harmful things out of your body. and you also have to rest, get up only for bathroom and nothing else. your body needs to rest to recover." he said as he flipped through his papers as he talked.

"thank you doctor." nick said and the doctor smiled before he left the room. "i'll get you discarged." tom said as he got up and walked out.

"y/n you know that he likes you right?" nick said as he turned his attention from tom to me. "what?" i snapped as i looked at him shocked. he has a girlfriend.

"you don't even know what you two said to eachother when we were driving here." he sighed as he leaned back in his chair. "nick tell me." i begged desperately for an answer.

"you two said 'i love you' to eachother multiple times and you even called him love once, not that he called you his love too." he began explaining and i was beyond shocked and happy at the same time. i mean he was attractive and all but what about michael?

"please don't say that you're joking." i said serious since i tought that this isn't really the right time for joking around. "have you not seen that he's still crying even though you're fine now?" he said and i realised that he's right.

"we'll talk home." i said and just then tom came in. "you can go home now." he said and i smiled before we packed my things and went home. the drive home was silent because i couldn't look at tom the same. if we really actually confesed to eachother when i was drunk and high then it's serious. when i'm drunk, i speak my mind.

"y/n!" bill yelled as he wraped his hands around me and cried in my neck. "it's fine bill." i said as i laughed and hugged him. "are you okay now?" he said as he grabed my shoulders and looked at my body. my knees were bandaged as well as my hands.

"i'm fine bill it was just-." i said as i sighed. "it doesn't matter." i said before he pulled me in a hug. "don't ever scare me like that again." he said in my neck before he let go and mia hugged me.

"you got me so worried you idiot." she said in my neck as we hugged. "sorry." i laughed and she let go. "where's scarlett?" i asked since i noticed that she's nowhere to be seen.

"she's at her grandmas house." mia answered as she wiped some tears away. "now go rest." tom said as he pushed my back towards the stairs gently. "but i'm not tir-." i began as he cut me off.

"y/n, the doctor said you have to rest so shut up and go to your bed." he said as he pushed me upstairs, towards my room. "okay okay." i said as he put me on the bed and covered me with the blankets.

"thank you." i said as i smiled sarcasticly. "don't move." he said as he pointed at me with his index finger, like a mom would do to his children.

he walked out, closing the door. he went downstairs and i heard some yelling so i got up to go check what's going on. it was my house, so...

"what is going on?" i asked as i walked down the stairs to see tom and bill yelling at eachother in german while nick just stod there. "y/n?" bill said surprised that i got up and checked up on the noise.

"y/n back to bed." tom ordered as he pointed to my room. "you're not my mom." i said and he turned his whole body to me and started talking to me in german, still pointing towards my room.

"i don't understand you, you idiot." i yelled and he started walking up to me. "don't throw me up on your shoulder." i yelled as i started runing up the stairs. i ran to my room and closed the door behind.

i walked to my bed and threw myself on as i started watching something on youtube. tom came in shortly after with a big tray in his hands.

"here is your soup." he said as he placed the tray on my legs. "who made this?" i asked as i looked at the soup and took a spoon. "me." he said as he smiled proudly. i frowned at him as i looked back at the soup.

"come on i wouldn't poison you." he said as we laughed. "since when do you cook." i said as i placed my spoon down and tried to change the subject.

"y/n, the soup." he said as he didn't even bother to talk about his cooking skils. "okay okay jeez." i said as i rolled my eyes and took the spoon again. "please don't kill me." i whispered before i closed my eyes and took a big spoon of soup.

i stopped as i gulped it. "wait.." i said as i opened my eyes and saw toms eyes waiting for my reaction. "that's actually good." i said as i smiled before i started eating again. a deep breath and a smile left toms mouth as he watched me eat.

"glad you like it." he said as i finished. "i could get used to your soups." i responded with a smile as i handed him my bowl that was empty. he took the tray and walked back downstairs.

it was around 8pm now and i was getting a little tired. i got up and walked to the bathroom to take a shower. after the shower i did my skincare routine and went to bed.

"good night y/n." tom said as he got comfortable on his chair. "you don't really have to sit here and watch me." i said as i covered myself with blankets. "i do." he said as he leaned his elbows on his knees, his face in his hands.

"okay then." i said as i knew that i can't convince him to do anything else. "good night." i whispered as i turned the light off before i fell asleep.

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