Cold Feet Uh?

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Miranda & Javontae House In MM

Miranda Pov.
~week later~
I'm so happy to see my baby girl out the hospital. I was enjoying every moment with her. The worse part I regret doing was damn natural birth I swear I wouldn't do that anymore. Today Vonte mom was coming over to see the baby again. I couldn't wait cause I was exhausted. Paris is so spoil already she cry for the dumbest stuff sometimes I just sit and look at her cry. She do not like being around a lot of people for some reason then she hate being in her crib. So some nights I have to lay her in bed between me and Vonte at night. About 5 minutes later Vonte mom came through the door. She walked into the living room where I was half sleep trying to feed Paris. "Oh my! hunny go get you some rest I got Paris" momma J said picking Paris up n feeding her. I thanked her then headed to the bedroom I peeked into Kanden room and he was playing his video game. When I got into the bed and got all comfortable Javontae came in and sat on the bed next to me.

"Look Babe, I got to make a move to Florida tonite"
"Are you fucking serious?"
"Calm down, I'll be back tonight"
"Why you going"
"I can't say" he said looking down at his shoes
"You can't say? Vonte don't fucking play with me"

And after that this nigga walked out the bedroom. I can't believe he leaving me with 2 kids plus one a damn newborn. Paris gone need all the damn attention considering that she is spoil as hell. I just laid down to rest my nerves.

~hours later~
It was now going into midnight and I been calling Vonte all night but I couldn't get not one answer. This was just to much to handle. I end up calling Nicole and Tyrone to come over as well cause I was feeling like I was about to have a break down. Few minutes later they walked in. Nicole gave me a hug then she took Paris out of my arms and held her.

"Where is Vonte" Tyrone ask curious
"In Florida"
"What the fuck he went to Florida for?" Nicole asked with an attitude
"I don't know he claim he couldn't say"
"Bullshit" Nicole said sitting in the bed near me.

Tyrone end up stepping out the bedroom and went outside. So me and Nicole was in the room just having a girl conversation like always.

Tyrone Pov.
"Bruh what the fuck you doing" I said talking to Vonte
"Man I couldn't take it"
"Take what nigga"
"Everything, it's like I always wanted 2 girls but when my second one got here I wasn't ready no more"
"So you fly all the damn way to Florida, leaving your wife and 2 kids alone"
"I'll be back tonight and I know man I'm losing it"
"You damn right bruh you better get your shit together, because you wanted this family and now that you got it you want to get cold feet"
"I know but I'll make it up to her later"
"Vonte you not gone always be able to make up stuff to her so stop being a coward!"
"You right I'm bout leave now"

I hung up the phone. Then I went back inside to get Nicole because it was getting late so we can go back home plus Miranda could use the sleep right now till Vonte come back. Me and Nicole left after we said our goodbyes.

Javontae Pov.
I walked through the door at 2:25am. It was so quiet and peaceful, it scared me. I placed my keys on the counter and went upstairs. I checked Kanden's room then I walked into me and Miranda room. Miranda was up feeding Paris. She had on her lil white robe.

"Hey" I said walking into the room
"Hey" she spoke dry
"Why you still up"
"Paris woke up"

At this moment everything she was saying to me was dry. She placed sleeping Paris in the bed next to her as she sat Paris bottle on the nightstand.

"Can we talk?" I asked walking towards her
"I guess."
"Look baby, I couldn't do it"
"Do what Vonte !"
"I guess...... I was scared. I didn't know how to handle everything that was going on."
"Umm maybe how we deal with every damn thing else. Then you leave me home alone with a newborn and a 5 year old come on now Vonte"
"Shhhh, don't wake them up."
"I hope they do wake up, so you can see how it feel to deal with two kids at once, feeding them, burping Paris, changing Paris, bathing them, and putting them to sleep. It's a lot Vonte. When you first told me you wanted a lil girl with me, I was against it because I didn't want a girl but now I have one your ass want to run off to damn Florida ! You said you would be there and you wasn't." A tear begin to roll down her face

She got up out the bed and ran into the bathroom door locking it.

"Miranda baby, open the door" I said beating in the door
"I hate you sometimes Vonte ! Just leave me alone"
"You don't mean that"
"Just leave me alone please."

I left from the door and went to lay down with Paris cause she had start whining for a minute till I had calmed her down. I was just laying down thinking.

Miranda Pov.
I washed my face then headed back into the bedroom. I walked on the other side of the bed to lay down. I saw that Vonte was sleep so I turned my back towards him and Paris.

"Look baby, I'm sorry. I know it seems like I always say that, but I do some fucked up shit at times, and I don't think about nobody but myself. I love you girl, you know that."

I just sat there in silent a till I finally fell asleep.

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I woke up and head straight for the bathroom. I brush my teeth, then headed towards the shower. I took a 5 minute shower. When I got out the shower I lotion myself down, then walked in to my closet. I grabbed my lace black matching bra and panties set. Then I picked out a outfit.

"Where you going" Vonte said coming into the closet
"To treat myself"
"What about Kanden and Paris?"
"You're they father, I trust you" I said brushing pass him to go downstairs

I went downstairs to get my key and phone from the living room table. Then I went back upstairs to get my purse.

"I'll be back later" I said walking out the door

I hoped into Javontae car. I'm about to ride all his damn gas out since he want to leave and shit.

My first spot was the spa. I could use a massage right now. After the spa I stopped at the salon where i met up with Nicole. We were both getting our hair done. I decided to do some different with my hair so I dyed it blonde at the ends. I never wanted to dye my hair but since I been so stressed out lately I'll do anything to get my mind off of the stuff that's been going on. After that me and Nicole went to get our nails done. I was gone really treat myself today. When we left we went to the mall and I made sure I got Javontae credit card. He got me fucked up. I treated myself to some new bags, shoes, clothes, makeup, and ect. I found so many cute clothes for Paris and I just had to get them. I went in footlocker to get Kanden the newest Jordan's and a few more other things.

Once I got home, I walked straight upstairs with all my bags. I placed the bags on the floor. Vonte was sleep with Paris on his chest it was so cute and Kanden was playing the game like always. I walked over to Vonte and picked up Paris. I went to put her in her crib. When I put her down I came back into the bedroom and Vonte was up.

"You back?"
"Ya" I said in a low tone
"Had fun?" He said nonchalantly
"I was very relaxed and you might wanna check the card cause I probably maxed that bitch out" I said throwing his card to him with a smile
"Alright but come lay down"
"I'm fine"
"Miranda come lay your ass down"

I took my shoes off and start putting up all my stuff up out the bags. Then he walked up behind me grabbing my waist and begin sucking on my neck.

"Please forgive me" he whispered

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