Consider my feelings

Chapter 8

Muzan's pov

After the bath I had which felt so relaxing that it made me feel drowsy, I took the Kimono that was lying at the floor. I should thank Upper One later for letting me borrow his.

The Kimono had a decent colour, black. I wore it and went to his room.

He is asleep that's the first thing I saw and since I didn't want to disturb him, I left his room and went to the living room. I took a book that was in the shelf.

The book had an interesting topic I might say, I didn't know he reads this type of books. Oh your very dirty Upper One, very dirty. I smirk and slightly blush. He wouldn't mind if I read it, well he would but he can't say no to me since I have the upper hand.

'Isn't binding the hand together a little too much? Oh wait, why am I doubting this.....' I continued reading the book, questioning each of the words that I doubt. To be honest this book is very interesting, very......interesting.

As I continued reading I hadn't realised the time passing by, I heard light footsteps but ignored it since my interest was more in the book then reality. But I knew who the person is.

"Had a lovely rest Upper One? Also I appreciate for letting me borrow your kimono" I told him.

"....."

I knew he is staring at the book I am reading, "You have an interesting book, where did you get it?" My attention still deprived in the book as the lines started getting spicier. I blushed slightly while had an exciting face, all while Upper One questioning my personality. Doubting if I am an crazy person getting excited over a book.

"I had received this from Douma" His voice..... Its so deep, ahhh... If I think about it, maybe I can fantasies his voice with that guy that's in the book. "Upper Two? I would like to have a chat with him~" I playfully said with a smirk, I would like to ask him more of this books.

"My Lord, my I ask you a question?" I eyed him up and down before nobbing. "The book.....it's quite inap-"

"Inappropriate..... I know" I cut him off, rolling my eye. I am almost done with the book, It was around 698 pages. Ha.....the number looks funny-

Alas....after 7 or 8 minutes I had complete it. Feeling satisfied, I closed the book and looked around the room to find no one. I guess he had went outside, maybe...... I still don't feel like going out even if the sun is covered by the mountain, its like wanting to trust others words but having a second thought or maybe third, forth thoughts about whether they are saying the truth or not. There are always betrayer in those nasty words.

I huffed and stood, walking towards the shelf and placing the book back to its place. I want to read more of this books, they are wild, mature and exciting.

After thinking to myself for the pass... no idea how many minutes but took the courage to atleast take a peak from the window.

It is beautiful.......really, It's so beautiful. I see butterflies far from the pond, birds flying at the sky while others rest upon a tree. The wind blowing so gently that the trees had to held their branches, I could also see the bright colours of the flowers that is visible. Oh how lovely it is..... I miss it, so much......

The pond was reflecting whatever was infront or at the side of its way. But the thing is, the ponds reflection was so weak because of how crystal clear it is. I could see different types of fish in it too.

I crept a smile, a smile of joy and happiness as well as sadness. A few glances of this view made me feel so happy and I can't describe about it.

"I should leave" I spoke to myself.