2 Windows - Bill Kaulitz

*Chapter 41*

*BILL'S POV*

as I woke up I tried not to move to much to disturb yn.it was Wednesday, the day yn sees dana.i think I was dreading it more then yn for what could happen to her.she could get hurt or anything!but I guess we have to chance it and see if she will be fine.anyways I checked the time and it was 09:37.'i better wake her up'i said in my head as I turned around again.i nudged her a little heavily but she didnt wake up so I just got out of my, well our bed and took one of her monster cans from my minifridge and put it um to her which woke her up probably from the coldest.

"ah!fuck what was that"a tired yn said while taking the can away from her and opening it.she took a sip as I laughed at her reaction.

"you are going to see dana again"i said as she finished her sip.

"oh"she sighed and set her drink down.

"you dont have to"i said as she sat up.

"come with me?"she asked with puppy eyes.

"fine only cause you done puppy eyes and I cant resist those"i sighed going to my desk chair.

"thank you bestie zestie westie billy willy lilly bbg!"she said happily while jumping.

"im to scared to go on my own since...well you probably know why"she said calming down and getting another sip of her monster.it was 'Mango Loco' her favourite flavour.i liked it to but I just preferred what I drink over monster to be honest.

"anyways lets get dressed and match aswell"i said smiling.

"alrightyyy"she smiled back as i got us matching outfits from my closet.we both got changed and then went downstairs.

"what time are we going at?"she asked turning her head to me.

"well its your choice since..you already know"i explained as we walked around the house.

"lets go for a walk then go since its like 10am now"she reccommended while walking to the door.i followed her and just shouted to my mom we wont be back for a while.we walked out the door and headed out of the neighbourhood to yn's favourite forest.i assumed she brought me here from stress or something.

"you stressed?"i asked as we sat on the bench.

"mhm and worried and stressed and sad and scared"she said resting her elbows on her knees.

"spill everything and you will probably feel 10 times better"i said copying what she done but I also rested my head in my hands.

"first things first im scared because what if she hurts you?and thats also why im worried and just the thought of her makes me stressed since she disowned me and sad aswell like we done nothing to her and she made me live a shit life without you and the band and hana for like fucking 3 years so im stressed and dreading this"she explained while sighing.

"we wont get hurt and especially not you because I will be by your side for the whole time"i said sitting up right.

"and like I said we dont have to do this its your choice"i said to her smiling softly.she nodded but spoke again.well more like whispered.

"I want to do it.i want to confront her for putting me through a shitty 3 years"she whispered standing up.

"alrighty princess,you want t go now?"i asked standing up to.

"mhm"he hummed and I took her hand in mine and gave it a quick squeeze.

"it will be all good"i whispered as our hands interlocked and we walked off.it was 11:30 when we left since we also sat there and had small talks and thought for a while.the only main thoughts I had were yn being my girlfriend and wife since...yeah.(#BILLDELULUERA)anyways we walked slowly which took about 45 minutes to get to dana's house.we stopped outside of her driveway and sighed.