2 Windows - Bill Kaulitz

*Chapter 23*

*YN'S POV*

a few hours after me and bill fell asleep I heard the downstairs phone buzz.i didnt want to wake bill up but my sister was probably calling.i propped myself up on my elbows to see it was 04:39 in the morning.i looked down to bill seeing he was practically clinging onto me.

"bill my sister is calling can I get up"i whispered.he was moving a bit but didnt get up.

"bill my sister"i said nudging him.he finally got up rubbing his eyes.

"what oh"he said yawning and taking his hands off me.

"thank you i'll be back in a minute"i said rushing downstairs.i got to the living room and answered the phone.

"hello"i said.

"yn can you get papa to pick me up"sophie said.

"yeah just wait here"i said hanging the phone from the wire it was on.i ran to my fathers room, knocked on the door and went in.

"papa can you pick up Sophia from the hospital she's discharged now"i said panting.

"mhm tell her I will be about 15 minutes"he said sitting up.

"okay"i said running back downstairs.i went back to the phone and said hello again and got a hello back.

"okay papa will be there in 15 - 20 minutes just wait there but im going back to bed bye soph"i said hanging up.i ran back upstairs to see bill wandering around my room.

"bill why are you wandering around my room?"i whisper-shouted to him.

"sorry but I was looking at these...notes?"he said picking one up to read.

"I had a secret admirer before I met and got really close to you"i said smiling.

"oh"he said smiling to.i wanted to stay.i started to get a wave of bad thought and tears left my eyes.(E SO YK THE WAY YN IS HAVING BIPOLAR WELL THIS WAS A MOOD SWING SINCE SHE HASNT SEEN HER THERAPIST IN LIKE A MONTH YK AND LIKE YH)

"princess whats wrong?"bill said walking up to me.

"what if I die while im gone or what if you or tom or gustav or hana or georg dies when im gone"i said sobbing.(UHM YH SO DONT BE SHIT TALKING YN CALLING HER DRAMATIC KAIYA ITS BIPOLAR)

"we wont die were all healthy people and none of us will die"he said reassuring me.

"or what if I try commit again and dont have you or tom to save me"i said crying.i should have seen my therapist this week.

"you wont try because time will fly by there"he said reassuring me.

"bill I want to stay with you.i wish I could but I have to go.there are a million and 1 things I would have told you if I was leaving later but im not.just please don forget us when I go I know im not leaving now but just dont forget"i said hugging him.

"I wont forget but we should sleep so you forget about those thoughts"bill said leading me to my bed.we got in again,same position as last time and fell asleep quickly.the next morning bill woke me up to tell me someone was knocking on my door.

"yn can you wake up so someone was knocking on your door"he said nudging me.i sat up and looked at him.

"mhm"i hummed and took him with me to my dads room to see if he knocked.i went into his room with bill behind me.

"papa did you knock on my door"i asked rubbing my eyes.

"yeah im just saying that dana is coming back today so dolnt let bill in her sight he's gonna get hurt" my father replied.