𝐁𝐄𝐓☆tom kaulitz.

my love

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tom's grip tightened on my throat as he closed the gap between our lips. he kissed me with a sort of hunger i've never felt from him before. his lips were warm and soft, moving against mine roughly. his cold lip piercing, though, was rubbing against my lower lip sending goosebumps down my spine. his other hand was caressing circles on my waist, slowly making its way to my lower back, only so he can pull me even closer to his own body. a soft moan escaped my lips as i felt his warmth collide with mine, his knee now resting in-between my legs again. tom took that as his cue to shove his tongue in my mouth, letting it play around with mine. almost like they had a mind of their own, my hands lowered themselves onto his belt, undoing it in a teasingly slow manner. he groaned against my lips, impatient. the moment his belt came undone, he pulled away for a brief moment. 'may i?', he asked as he was eyeing my top. i nodded my head and he immediately took it off of me. his eyes lingered on my chest for a while, enjoying the view, a devilish smile on his face. i felt my cheeks burning when i noticed it. his hands moved to my thighs, groping them, while he lowered his head and started kissing down my neck. i moaned quietly, embarrassed, at his wet kisses and greedy biting. his lips only moved lower and lower, reaching my collarbone, then my chest. he took his time to mark it all up. i felt his hand creep up my inner thigh and i wanted to tell him so badly that i needed him, but i knew i couldn't. i had to push through all his teasing, which soon partially came to an end when he finally rubbed his fingers against my panties. 'tom...', i moaned, growing impatient and desperate for his touch. i felt him smirk against my skin. he raised his head to look at me, 'what?', he asked playfully, trying to get me to crack. 'n-nothing', i mumbled. he suddenly stopped his hand, making me gasp at the loss of contact. 'oh yeah? nothing?' he teased as he scanned my expression, then with a swift move, rubbed his thumb right against my clit, causing a loud moan to escape my mouth. 'it's nothing, right?', he kept teasing, moving his fingers for a little then stopping them again. the smirk that laid on his face proved to me that he's enjoying this struggle of mine a little too much. the thrill of the bet made adrenaline rush through my veins. he eventually stopped playing around, his movements becoming constant and soft. feeling his fingers move against my wet core sent me spinning, and the lust in his eyes when he looked at me made me blush and feel butterflies all throughout me.

'i've been dreaming about this...', he said in a low voice, 'seeing you all needy for me'. he smiled, looking straight into my eyes. my whole face was flushed at his words. he continued to please me, whispering sweet praise words to my ears as he kissed me all over. 'cum for me, doll', were the last words i heard before my eyes sealed shut and tons of small fireworks errupted through-out my body.

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i pass tom the blunt with a dazed look on my face. i'm wearing one of his old tshirts. the cold breeze brushes past us. our bodies are close together, as we both sit on the big window sill he had always used for smoking ever since we first shared our first cigarette. he has a cocky smile on his face. he chuckles, 'so what now?'. his question makes me snap out of my own mind. i've been so focused on the bet and then the little tense moments we had that i forgot this was all actually happening between us.

'i didn't lose the bet yet', i reply, defensive. he continues chuckling.

'i'm not asking about the stupid bet, idiot', he takes another hit before speaking, his voice unusually vulnerable, 'i'm asking about us'. he looks me in the eyes and i freeze slightly, not really knowing what to say. it's obvious i enjoy being around him and i know that my heart is finally getting all the answers i yearned for all these years, but i don't want to stand in the way of his career... he notices i'm lost in thought so he carefully grabs my face and makes me look back at him. 'hey, it's alright. i'm not expecting you to just welcome me back like that. i'll win you back, fair and square, i promise', he says with a sweet smile. i can feel my entire defense crumble as i look at him. a smile creeps up on my own face and we stand there, smiling at each other like the good old times.

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'you did what?' emma gasps as i spill every little detail of last night with tom to her at our usual smoking spot behind the school. i smile, half proud half seriously concerned with my sanity. 'you two are so getting back together!' she squeals, nudging my shoulder playfully. i roll my eyes at her comment, telling her to quiet down. she continues doing a victory dance, singing 'i told you so' over and over again. i scoff at her immaturity, but secretly i'm enjoying her confidence regarding me and tom dating again. suddenly, bill appears and looks at emma's moves, confused 'it's way too early for you to be so happy, so what happened?', he asked, suspecting something. emma quickly shrugs, unsure whether i want bill to know or not. hell, i don't even know myself.

luckily, i get saved by the bell. i rush towards class, knowing i don't want any more trouble coming my way. i sit down in my usual chair, after greeting mr. langdon. a few minutes later, tom makes an entrance. he sits down behind me. class goes back to normal, mr. langdon resumes his idea,

'okay so, for your assignment... i'll have you pair up and write an essay comparing 'romeo and juliet' to any other modern book couple of your choice', he says proudly. i actually feel excited about the assignment, knowing it's half of our final grade. 'i'm gonna tape the list on the door', he walks over with a piece of paper in his hand. 'be as creative and out of the box as you want. exactly one month from now, i'll be expecting your essays on my desk'.

at the end of class, everyone rushes to check who their pairs are. i gather my stuff and mr. langdon approaches me, 'miss y/n, i paired you with tom. you're my best student and i figured he could use the help...'.

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a/n:

GUYS first of all, THANK YOU incredibly much for all the love you have given this book despite my sudden disappearance. i love you literally your comments made me laugh and want to get back to writing this !!!!! i'm sorry for vanishing, i just finished high school and got into uni, so i can safely say my year was a hell of a ride and i barely had any time to get on my grind :[ bUT i am back and better than ever, so i'm ready to give you the rest of the book in it's best shape :>>>