Is this really Easy Mode?

9 - Getting out of bad habits.

Pain Pain Pain Pain.

It hurt. It Hurt. It Hurt.

I couldn't think of anything. My body was crushed under itself. My bones screamed in agony as I was compressed. 

Pain Pain Pain.

I couldn't feel anything other than it. Like burning knives digging themselves into my body, I felt like I would die at any second.

My heart wouldn't stop beating loudly, but its beats were interrupted and lessened as my ribcage pressed against it. 

I couldn't breathe. I was suffocating from my own body. My bones melded together painfully as they cracked and broke. 

When the pain ended I couldn't think. 

Images flashed in my mind, but I didn't properly process them. Blue flames covered my body and the pain returned. My body broke and cracked, this time expanding back into its normal size through excruciating processes.

I screamed so much my throat lost its voice. The blue flames healed even that.

When my body returned to normal, my sight was blurry and red. My heartbeat and the adrenaline coursing through my body took over. I couldn't think properly, my brain was still keeping up, trying to process the pain, what was happening, and how I was still alive.

A man with blue hair was in front of me. His eyes widened as he saw me. I couldn't remember anything or think about anything.

All I knew was that he was the person who made me go through so much pain. I stared at him and saw an enemy. He stretched his arm and I panicked. My body wasn't responding properly. It was as if it was going on auto-pilot. 

A simple domain emerged and I stretched my arm. I wanted him to come so I could crush his head in. The blue-haired man flew toward my hand. I grabbed his face and slammed it on the ground.

Flashes of a tall old man with a mustache filled my head. 

Gurararara! Gurararara!

"OYAJI!" I felt the strength leave my body as my power seeped into my arm. Something struck my chest before I could kill the blue-haired man. "Shit!" An enemy appeared, they looked at him and suddenly the blue-haired man smiled confidently, hope shining in his eyes. 

I warped behind them and grabbed the thing with trees coming out of its eyes. Grabbing its head I flowed Haki into it and blew it up. There was a lot less resistance than I thought. The blue-haired man jumped back, scared, but I reached and grabbed him. Darkness swirled around my hand.

"You aren't leaving here alive!" I grabbed his head and slammed him into the ground, "GURAA!" I yelled out as the image of the old man appeared in my mind, "DIE!"

I felt a tremor around my body as the blue-haired man exploded, the vibrations crushing him completely, much like he had crushed my body into nothingness.

I had killed someone. The blue-haired man died, and yet, I could not feel any form of sympathy. I didn't feel like I had done something wrong at all. It didn't feel great, nor did it feel bad. It just felt natural.

I felt a presence nearby and looked at it. Gojo.

If I killed Gojo now, the mission would be mostly over. All I had to do was kill him... but how? I needed a plan of attack. I had to fight him at my best.