I Want (Zayn Malik)

Ariel

I could come up with a few words to describe the girls outside of the studio...

Loud. Crazy. Enthusiastic. Hyper. Weird. Eccentric. Loveable.

They joked around and ate, alot. We all dressed up in our pj's before we headed over, myself am wearing sweat pants and and a Conor Maynard band shirt as I prepared the main course of our 'healthy meal'. They blasted music as they danced with crazy moves, nothing planned or elegant. They just acted like the age they are, completely different from their attitudes towards practice. Yet, I can't help but notice the difference between them and the boys, they are still more well behaved than they boys at any given point in time. It made me happy to be around people, I almost felt as good as I do with Danielle, but no one can truly replace my best friend.

"Ariel, what is your favorite dance move?" One of the girls called over as they started to some what settle down at the table.

I looked back at the eight pairs of eyes that stared at me, my cheeks would blush if they could under the soft stares they gave me.I looked away and mumbled my answer under my breath, causing them to giggle. "Out loud so we can hear silly." Another said, me still not making out whos is whos voice.

"When you dance with a partner and they dip you." I answered just loud enough for them to hear me, quickly turning back to the stove as quick flashes from the past flashed in front of my eyes. I smiled slightly as i put on oven mitts and took out the dinner from the oven.

"That is adorable!" "Really!" "Awww!" and many other reactions were given to me, making me focus more on the food than them.

"Not really, I just find it an intimate moment that, if done with the right person, holds alot of emotion." I explained, putting the pan onto the dinning room table.

They nodded and had starry looks in their eyes. "anyways, I don;t know you girls much, anything I need to know?"

"Well, most of us are single." Tracy answered as she piled food onto her plate, making me question her skinny exterior.

"Ya, only Ashi, Rachel and I have a boyfriend. I've been with mine for a while, but we make this life style work." Monica answered as she looked at her food, almost losing intrest in it.

"Oh, speaking of which, I have to call him tonightt." Ashi stated as she spooned food into her mouth. I nodded and took my turn to serve myself a small helping of food.

"What about you, got anyone waiting for you back at home?" Kayla asked as she took a sip from her glass of tea.

"No." I stated buntly as they all looked at me in a little suprise. When Audrey opened her mouth to ask me about it, Tracy stomped on her foot, effectivly shutting her up. I sent Tracy a small, but grateful, smile.

"How about the boys, you and Zayn seem to get along." Ashi mentioned casually, causing me to raise my eyebrows.

"Wow, Ash, she's been here one day and obviously has been hrough something before, could you wait to hound her on it!" Shelly said, giving the girl a disbelieveing look. Ashi blushed and mumbled an apology to me as she looked back at her food and stuffed some into her mouth, probably to make sure she doesn't say anything else.

"Thats ok, he just seems to get why I'm quiet." I answered truthfully.

They nodded in contentment and moved onto a different topic, family. It hurt to think about my childhood memories and I just lied through my teeth the whole time.

"I lived with my mom and dad." Lies.

"We had a dog, but I had no siblings." Lies again.

"We used to play in the park, it was the best in this really nice neighborhood." My last lie.

After those and everything in between, I stoped there and refused to talk about it anymore. They just moved onto stories of who they have toured with. I chuckled at some stories, but barley talked the rest of the night, my mind seemed to be lashed with the memories I have buried so deep. I put on a happy face that everyone seemed to believe. That hurt just as much, I know they don't mean to but it does hurt when no one can see you hurting. So I just moved on and told them I was tired from no sleep and going to my room so they don't have to be quiet.

They quickly agreed and I let the room, Heading for a different destination.

The roof.

I know this is a little late, but oh well. The next chapter will be in Zayn's pov most likely. But don't expect him to be like, "Oh I want her!" That comes later :)