Some feelings hurt. Others bring joy. The ones I feel for you change like the seasons. Jealousy, anger, confusion, and more. I know that they're there I just don't know the reason. I try not to have these feelings but I can't help the way I feel. They exist when I don't want them to and I wish they weren't real. You're growing up (same as me) but my feelings are growing too. Some emotions are good others are not. We've been down this road once and then (over pizza) we fought. We gave each other the silent treatment but it silently killed me inside. I know you would be disappointed if I read this to you... I get it... I would be disappointed if I read this to me too. Just know I'm sorry and it won't happen again. It has already been two years,will I make it to the end?
