Do Dreams Really Come True? (Marianas Trench fanfiction)

Chapter 28

Miranda pov

Oh my god im tired and we still have a few more shots to do. But first let me explain a bit about this crazy music video. Well it starts with josh lying in a hotel room looking at a picture of me and him on his phone, then its me waking up in one of his shirts then seeing a picture of us taped on the dresser. Then it goes to 'memories' of us. Right now we're on the 6th memory and its of me and josh swimming, then i swim away and he kisses me under water. "Heres your outfit" tasha handed me a navy blue bikini "are there any, swim shorts or anything else i could wear over the bottoms?" I asked, i dont want them to see my cuts. "No sorry" tasha said and walked away. I sighed and put on the bathing suit. Im screwed. "Miranda you almost done? Its just a bikini" tasha said sounding unamused through the curtain, i stepped out of the change room and she looked over me "whats so wrong with it? You look hot" she said, "nothing. And thanks" i half smiled.

When i walked on set josh was standing in swim trunks by the pool. When i was walking over to him people were whistling at me. I felt selfconcious "wow" josh smiled when i got over to him "wow to you to" i smirked, his eyes trailed up and down my body. I watched his facial expressions, and i could tell when he saw my cuts. He looked me in the eye and was about to say somthing but ben the director interupted him "places guys" i stood by the end of the pool ready to jump in when josh picked me up "hold your breath" he smirked "ACTION" ben yelled and josh threw me in the pool and then jumped in after me. When i hit the water i kept my eyes open and saw cameras under water pointed at me and josh. Josh swam over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me close. He was about to kiss me when i escaped his grasp and swam under water. Josh chuckled and swam under after me. He caught me and kissed me. I heard a muffled cut through the water about a minute in. Josh smirked and kept kissing me as we slowly floated up to the surface "god guys stop for some air" matt threw somthing in the water. I giggled and pulled away "HOLY SHIT ALMOST 4 MINUTES KISSING" ian yelled looking at his phone.

When me and josh got home i layed down on the couch . Fuck me im tired. "Hey" josh sat beside me moving my legs ontop of his lap "hello" i giggled "are you okay?" Josh asked worried i chuckled slightly "yeah why wouldnt i be" i smiled then remember he saw my cuts and my smile faded. "I saw your cuts" he admitted "im sorry" i moved my legs off his lap and sat up "why didnt you tell me?" He gave me a sad look "i didnt want you to get mad" i looked at my lap "yeah maybe id get mad, but id know that somthing was wrong and i could help" he said standing up "where are you going?" I asked when he walked to my room, i followed him and saw him going through my drawers "excuse me, can i help me" i said sounding pissed "give me all of your razors" he said sternly. "Why" i said a bit louder than i expected "because I want them" josh stated "who says I have to give them to you?" I said standing my ground "either you give me the fucking razors or get out of my house" right when he said that his hand flew to his mouth. I didnt even try to stop the tears now. "Fine" i spat and walked to the bathroom and grabbed the razor out of my pocket "take it" i threw it on the bathroom counter "and dont worry to much... As soon as i get enough money, im out of here, cause i can tell im not welcome anymore" i said shutting my bedroom door when he walked out to grab the razor off the counter. "Miranda i didnt mean it i was just mad im sorry" josh knocked on my -now locked- door. "Just leave me alone" i said from my bed with a pillow in my lap. "Miranda please i love you! I didnt mean what i said" he pleaded and shook the door nob "i find it funny.... You didnt even let me explain,you just got mad.... Just like i thought you would. This is why i dodnt want to tell you" i said "we have time, explain to me now" he said trying to unlock the door "nows not a good time josh.... Im going to sleep, night" i layed down and covered myself up. "Miranda" he sighed and i heard the door squeak open. I didnt move but i felt the bed dip down beside me "im sorry" he said getting under the covers wrapping his arms around me. The funny thing is, i didnt bother moving his arms or telling him to go. I just rolled over and hid my face in his chest. "I love you" was the last thing i heard before i fell asleep