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my mom and my dad were both drug addicts and alcoholics. whenever they're unhappy, they take it out on me. when something goes wrong, they take it out on me. it's like i always get the blame for it.

i have a younger sister who's clearly the favorite child. she didn't mind that my parents were junkies, she only cared that they loved her more than me.
i was on cloud nine when my parents told me i'd be going to a boarding school far away from my hometown.

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i finished packing and headed to the bus station without saying goodbye to my parents or my sister. they wouldn't care anyway. i got into the bus and sat in my seat. the bus was for the new kids that were also gonna go to the boarding school i was gonna be attending.

i took my mp3 player and my headphones out and blasted the music. i didn't realize how loud they were until someone nudged me. i turned to see a boy with dreads, a cap and really really baggy clothing. „you're music is too loud princess" he smirked. princess?

„sorry" i said, turning down the volume and  he sat next to me. after awhile the bus finally started moving. i felt someone nudge me again. it was that boy again. „what's you're name gorgeous?" he grinned. i rolled my eyes. „not interested." sure he was cute and all but i just met the guy. „oh come on, my names tom." he said.

i gave in. „y/n"
„y/n? pretty name for someone with a pretty face" he was making this really awkward. i scoffed and faced the window. i kind of got red and i couldn't let him notice.

i got bored and put my mp3 player away. i placed it in my backpack and closed it. i was looking through the window when tom spread his legs wide opened, leaving me no space at all. „um excuse me?" i said. i pushed his legs and he pushed back. „boy what's your problem? close your legs i don't have any space!" i whisper yelled. „okay? what now?" he said in an annoying tone. „hello?! i need my space!" i argued back.

„whatever. i just met you and you're already annoying." he rolled his eyes.

me? annoying?

i don't think he knows mirrors exist.

„tried looking in the mirror?" i said.
suddenly, someone behind us laughed. i turned around and saw a goth boy with spiky black hair.

„halt's maul bill" (shut up bill) tom rolled his eyes.

„i like you, what's your name?" the guy said. „y/n, you're bill, right?" i asked. „yep! that's my brother. don't worry, he flirts with every girl he sees so don't try to fall for him" bill whispered.

oh so he was a player, i see.

well at least bill looked nice.  „why did you guys get sent here?" i asked. „troublemakers" bill shrugged. „and you? why were you sent to the boarding school?" he asked. oh crap. i couldn't tell them i got sent here by my junkie parents. „i uh- i'm also a trouble maker. i did something in school and my parents sent me here to 'teach me a lesson' " i lied.  "ohh i see, what did you do?" bill asked. "i had a fight with this girl and it turned out to be really bad so yeah.." i smiled.

"okay!" he said. thank gosh he bought my lie and so did tom.

we had many conversations and i found out they also live in  the same town i do. they also have a band together called tokio hotel and they're pretty big. i've heard some of their songs myself but i didn't know the bands name.

i was surprised when bill said that tom plays guitar. "tom? plays guitar? he looks like he has no hobbies at all" i scoffed. bill started laughing. "watch that pretty mouth before i break it" tom glared. "aww i'm sowwy" i fake pouted.

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bill fell asleep and i was bored out of my mind. we still had a two hour ride. we've been driving for at least two hours. i was lost in thoughts when i felt something heavy on my shoulder.
it was toms head. i wanted to move it but i also wanted it to stay like that. i sighed and placed my head on the window. this is so not going to be fun.
my eyes got heavy and i drifted off to bed.



i got woken up by someone shaking me roughly. "wake up sleepyhead we made it. i sighed. i took my backpack and got out of the bus. the school looked pretty old. i got my luggage and headed towards the gate. they told us to wait in front of the gate and i did so. everyone made it to the gate and the guide came. "welcome, fellow members of the boarding school and camp. i will be showing you guys to your cabins and i'll be telling you your name. each of you will be in a group of eight." the guy said.

oh so we're also at a camp?

taylor, angelina, y/n and alessia, this will be your cabin. and you four are in a group with gustav, georg, bill and tom." he said.
great. i'll be in the same team as tom. i glanced at tom and he smirked at me. i rolled my eyes. i got in the room first. it was a pretty big room for just four people. it had two bunk beds, a tv and a couch. on the left, there's a bathroom.
i rushed to the left bunk bed and placed all my stuff on the top. i loved being on the top.
soon, the three other girls came and claimed their beds.

underneath me was a girl with blonde wavy hair and blue eyes. "hi i'm y/n" i smiled at her. "i'm angelina, nice to meet you!" she shook my hand. "i'm taylor!" a girl with black hair tan towards me. she had dimples when she smiled.
"and i'm alessia." a girl said. she had a septum piercing and short brown hair. we all introduced ourselves and had a few conversations.
i found out angelina enjoys writing, taylor likes doing sports just like me and alessia enjoyed designing clothing.

"oohh i could model your clothes!" i joked. i always enjoyed modeling and i always wanted to be a supermodel. "yeah!" she giggled.

"dear students, please make your way to the dining hall, lunch will be starting soon. every table has your groups number on it." the speakers announced. the group i was in was number 2.

the four of us headed outside, waiting for the boys.

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A/N: this is my new story hope y'all enjoy🤭💋

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