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Olivia
11:02 PM

Nakakaimbyerna talaga yung Hannah na yon
Who tf is she to say those things to you???
Tangina kaya pala ininvite din si Theo 😃
May gusto pala siyang agawin siya sayo

What if it's true though?
What if I'll just end up leaving Theo because I don't want to commit to him ☹️

She just said that to get in your head, Nic
Don't be fooled by her words

I don't know, Oli
My heart feels so heavy right now
I mean it's a good thing that we didn't see Cali at the party
But why did it feel like Theo knew it coming? That he really made sure she already left before we even got there?

Maybe just to avoid confrontation?
I wouldn't blame him if he's not ready to face her yet, considering their immediate breakup
But didn't they talk about it na?

They did
I don't know I just thought after all this time that he's been with me, he's finally moved on from Cali 🙁
Because now I really think he's hiding some things to me
And the worse part is do I even have the right to ask him about them?

Please be honest with me
I stopped asking you about your feelings to give you time to sort it out, and I've always been fair to you
But for now, please be fair to yourself
Tell me, where do you see this relationship heading?

You're killing me right now 🙁

Because I know for fuck’s sake that you're scared of losing him, Nicole
Look at you right now
Napakasamang tao ni Hannah to tell you off like you’re such an awful person for never being able to commit to a person, especially to Theo
And now things are complicated between you and him because Cali is in the picture again
I don't need to know if you like Theo or not, I'm just asking you a simple question
Do you want to pursue him? Do you see your life with him? Because if you do then you're not scared of commitment, Nicole
You're just scared to try

I do want him, Oli
Theo is just
He's too good for me 🙁
What if I did try
And halfway through I would pull back?
He doesn't deserve someone who's still unsure of what she wants
I'm scared of losing him but I'm more scared of hurting him

Dude
What the heck
You're more than enough for any fucking guy in this planet
Commitment is scary as hell but there's no point in thinking about what will happen if you don't even try

But is that what he also wants though?
Pano kung one sided lang pala?
I don't know what he wants, Oli
He's fucking with my mind
What if Cali and him are really talking again? That's why he's so discreet about her?
What if he's just finding the right time to break things up with me?

That's a conversation you need to have with Theo
Go talk to him, tell him what you truly feel
It's okay to be scared but not forever
This casual relationship you have with him will eventually come to an end
And it is only in your hands if you want to end it in the right or crucial way
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