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Olivia
9:28 AM

You just really had to strike a nerve huh 😭

Wdym?

Tangina alam kong bakla si Derik
PERO BAKIT SELOS NA SELOS ITONG SI THEODEN SAINYO 😭😭😭😭
I don't know if he's just too petty to come AND ASK ME sino si Derik because he doesn't wanna “disturb” you daw HAHSGABSHAHAHHAHA GOD BLESS HIS SOUL

He asked you?

Yeah nagchat siya sakin
Eh I’m not on his team anymore ekis sa kanya ❌
So I told him that Derik is your friend
“Just a friend that she's close with” para mag-overthink talaga siya
And I hinted jealousy all over those texts Nic 😂

I didn't mean to make him jealous

Yeah right
It's working as fuck 😭😭😭
So your plan of getting him to end it first is being cold towards him?

Ha
Hindi naman ako cold

Yeah right
Grabe yung tagtuyot ngayon teh
Umabot hanggang sa telegram mo
IT'S WINTER SZN IN UR HEART 🥶

Whatever
Are you coming with us later?
Nagyayaya talaga ang baklang ‘to kapag sunday night
Parang walang pasok bukas eh
I’ll just drink a little bit then uwi na ako agad

Wow parang kailan lang lumalayo ka pa sa alak ah 🥹🥹🥹
YOU KNOW FOR A SECOND THERE I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS GONNA BE AN AUNT

Hahaha lol
I thought I was gonna be a mother too 😭
I'm kinda relieved actually
Hindi ako makapaniwalang I actually thought that Theo and I are gonna have a baby 🥹

Bae your period was late, it's only normal to freak out HAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm glad you took the test though
It also got me scared so bad

Absofuckinglutely 🥹

But you're not even half sad?
You even said pa na you were willing to raise it if ever you're really pregnant ☹️

It's really not the right time to have it, so I'm not even a bit sad 🥹
I don't want to complicate things
Baka malaman pa niya
Hindi ko nalang talaga alam kung ano ang gagawin kung mangyari man ‘yon

Well, he'll have to marry you for sure

NO WAY
That's never going to happen
He's rational
He's smart enough to choose his career and save his reputation over me

Are you really sure about that 🥹

He’s not choosing me, Oli
Hinding hindi rin ako papayag
I'm slowly accepting everything now
That this is where we’ll end
Hanggang dito nalang talaga ang relasyon namin
I just don't think we will work even if he wants to pursue our relationship, or even ask me to commit
Kahit na willing ako o hindi

What are you trying to say?

I think
I would just wait for him to end things between us

HA 🥹
Are you sure?????
Nic
Don't you think it's also unfair to him?
Na kapag magkasama kayo, akala niya pareho pa rin kayo ng gusto, na to have something casual
Eh ayaw mo na naman pala
If you want things to end, bakit hindi nalang ikaw ang tumapos?

It's just
Too much for me 🙁
It's even hard for me to think about it Oli
I know that the guilt and regret will always haunt me forever, of why I ended things with him
Hinding hindi ko kakayanin

But what if he doesn't end things?
Hindi mo nga alam kung ano talaga ang balak ni Theo
What if he wants to pursue you?

Ang labo, Olivia hahaha
I don’t think Theoden sees me like that
We're still young, I want to give myself the peace of mind I deserve
I'm just readying myself for the worse right now
Because in the first place, it was supposed to be just casual and nothing more

But you do want something more, Nic 🙁
You're just afraid of committing to him

I know
I’m coward
And scared
Of not being reciprocated
Hindi dapat ganito eh
Eventually I know this will end, but I don't want it to be me, hurting
I'm the one who broke the rules
I'm the one who lost the game because I fell first
So this is me paying what I have cost

This is where I'll use the "I told you so" and "you should have listened to me" card right?

Yes ☹️

But I really don't blame you, Nic
Hanga nga ako sayo na kaya mong tanggihan feelings mo for that long 🥹
I've seen you fight it so hard, and I wouldn't be surprised if you'll be this down bad for Theo

Ending this is for the best

You know what, I actually don't think you guys are casual anymore
I mean??????
Pinakilala ka niya sa buong angkan niya, Nic
He opened up to you about his dad and his career
He invested his time and effort and money for this relationship
Palawan? Hong Kong? What's next? The other side of the world?
There are so many things you have shared with each other already, and being casual is an understatement of it all
You're afraid of not being reciprocated? Halos ibigay na nga ni Theo sayo ang mundo
Why do you think he doesn't love you?
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