Lost internet souls (ungoing)

Clair

We finished watching Jordan's stream and we decided to go to the Mall. I told them to go in Graces car and i would go in mine because i had to stop on the way. I go into my car and drove over to the restaurant to tell my Boss, Kyle that Kim got here and that in a few hours i would bring her over to meet him.

I drove over to the Mall and found them in forever 21 and then I really wanted to go to Hot Topic to get some band T's. I ended up getting like 3 T's and some accessories to go with my new shirts. Then we went to get some food and went home.

Kim went in my car because we were going to stop at the restaurant to meet her new boss. They met and got along very well. He showed her around and told her some things she was going to need to know. He gave us the same shifts so that it wouldn't be too weird for her and she could start when she was ready.

I drove home and i went to my room. I got a call from my mom and when I answered I got some unexpected news.... My younger sister Emily had just tried to commit suicide. I sat on my bed and cried for what felt like hours. My little sister meant the world to me and she was only 13, but the thing is that i know why she would want to hurt herself and that is because of my step father... He's a very abusive and violent man. He's the reason i left home in the first place and my mom helped me. I tried to take my sister with me, but neither my mom or step father would let me. My mom also told me that she would start living with our dad in Maine.

I went to the bathroom and held the sharp silver blade in my hand. I felt so much anger and I blamed myself because i could have tried harder to bring her here with me! I felt so ashamed and stupid... When i looked down at my thighs covered in scars and cuts I knew that I deserved this pain and added some more... I cleaned them up and bandaged my thigh. I put on some long pajama pants and hid my blade.

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Im sorry for the depressing chapter 😬 anyways i hope you guys are enjoying the story so far. Please like and comment 👍💬 i love u guys!!!! -Clair