Lost internet souls (ungoing)

Clair

The whole group went to an asian food place and we had an amazing diner, I got some sushi because I have a small unhealthy obsession with it, Brayden also ordered sushi (I ended up stealing half of it), Grace got some kind of chicken which took her like an hour to eat, kaylee got some noodles with chicken, and Grace got a stir fry which smelled amazing. I didn't really notice what everyone else got. whoops. Anyways, after I ate all my food and half of Brayden's we got this strawberry desert thing which was amazing... Kim ate three... I shared mine with Brayden and we took one to go which didn't last the car ride. When we got to the house everyone kinda sat down and took out their phones or just went to take a nap. It was kinda nice. "hey, wanna do something productive?" Kim asked grinning. earlier today she was telling me she wanted to go swimming so I was pretty sure thats where she was going with this. I was right. Everyone was pretty excited so we all went to get our stuff and leave. 

When we got there Kim was already ready in her black bikini, she looked smoking hot. I got into a changing room and put on mine. It was a turquoise and black Triangl bikini (pic). Grace had picked it out for me a while ago and I hadn't gotten the courage to use a bikini, but it was the only one I had in my car. When I walked out of the changing room I tried covering up the rest of my body because im super self conscious. When Grace saw me she began freaking out and practically jumping from joy. my cheeks flushed red and she covered her out. slowly I inched towards her and Kim. "OH MY GOD! YOU LOOK GORGEOUS" she practically yelled making everyone look at me. "thanks?" i whispered back. "Why is Grace freaking out so much? " asked Kim with a very confused look. "well... um... I never wear bikinis and Grace got me this like a year ago and im finally wearing it" i replied quietly. Kim took my hands in hers "you look amazing, theres nothing to be embarrassed about" she always knew how to make me feel better. kaylee also came and kinda freaked out too. Brayden was already in the pool his back was facing me so I ran really fast and jumped over his read into the pool making a splash. I came up for air and Brayden wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered "you look so beautiful" I turned super red and just smiled. "Hey wanna go to the hot tub?" i asked him "as long as we can make out im in" I shoved him and giggled. We got in and he immediately pushed me against the border of the hot tub and began kissing me. After about a minute of that he asked me "I could hear Grace freaking out when you guys were in the changing room, I also noticed you trying to cover up your belly all the time..." I decided to just tell him. "well I have struggled with my body image a lot, and this is the first time I wear a bikini... idk i just don't like it, but I act all confident most of the time because it makes people look better" he looked at me as if he were searching for something. He looked into my eyes "you have a birth mark on ur right thigh... and its really cute... it kinda looks like a penguin if you look at it like this, other than that I see no kind of imperfection on your body... I don't know what your talking about and im gonna name your penguin Gorge, yup Gorge" I just burst out laughing i mean now I have a birth mark named Gorge... oh my god. I got on his lap facing him and gave him a kiss on the forehead and a peck on the lips. "I have always wanted to name my penguin birthmark, and you have found the perfect name" i said trying not to laugh. Then a few of the guys came to the hot tub and started joking around saying stuff like ew gross PDA get a room. most of them came from Jordan so I just replied with "want me to get one for you too?" we all just laughed and joked around in the water. After a while Brayden and I decided to go race in the racing pool. We both jumped in and I won! woop woop! Brayden got "mad" and he attacked me and we started water wrestling. Then almost everyone was at this pool and I saw Kim sitting at the edge of the pool smiling. I went over to her and we began talking about the events of this week. earlier today i had seen her holding hands with Sean so i guess they are together now. i was also right about this. 

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HEY GUYS! IM SO SO SO SORRY I HVENT BEEN UPDATING IN LIKE FOREVER :( I ALSO KINDA DELETED MY FAN ACC... PERSONAL SHIT... ANYWAYS DURING MY CHRISTMAS VACATION IM GONNA TRY TO UPDATE MORE OFTEN. PLEASE COMMENT IF YOU WOULD LIKE MORE CONTENT. I KNOW KIM AND I WILL BE UPDATING BUT I GOTTA TALK TO GRACE AND KAYLEE. LOVE YOU GUYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT <3