him.

A Single Tear Escapes

The silence is scary.
Like there's a secret behind it.

I'm sweating, why am I sweating? It's not like he's never put that face before... Oh wait, he hasn't.

"So you kissed Jonathan today at the party." he says in a small voice awkwardly.

"Oh did I? I don't remember someone's face, well lips, on mine."

"You don't!?" he says in confused excitement. He's happy? ok.

"Ofcourse I do, dummy." my giggle fades, as his expression changes. He's worried?

"Was it good...?" he scratches the back of his neck slowly. oh. He's jealous. But...wait, of Jonathan!?

"It was good!" I say cheerily, completely ignoring the fact that he really just asked me that question and I just answered it.

I tune out and look into the distance at nothing, rethinking the kiss. Didn't Jonathan say something? Oh yea! That I belong to someone!? Pshh! Thats funny, now where would he get that Idea? I start smiling at this.

"Well, was it this good?" I pay my attention back to Jackson and slowly see his face getting closer to mine.

No, aagghh! This can't be happening! It's happening...

Suddenly, I feel a warmth on my lips. All my blood rushes there. Oddly, I don't feel a wrong feeling. Is this right, like suppose to happen? haha. Of course not, who am I fooling!? Jackson...

After being shocked blind, I see that little bastards face. He's smiling!? No. He can't smile. He's not allowed to, I forbid hiim Did I use that correctly? Yea!

"So?" he seriously just asked me that question. I am shocked and confused, he doesn't care how I feel!

But it was good, it was actually the best kiss I've ever had. Yet, HE kissed me and I don't know how I feel about it.

I stare at him speechless with a blank expression.

He then simply nods, grabs his bag and kisses me on my head while hugging my neck.

"See you later, pumpkin?" he looks back at me, halfway out the door. His eyes are cloudy.

I can't do this.

I turn away and escape to my room upstairs. I hear the front door close as a single tear escapes.