After the performance

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after the performance of the music club everyone celebrated and in general had a good time. Jake got home around 11:00 pm, he goes to his room checks his phone to scroll trough the pictures and videos of their performance. He felt very proud and happy that they won and that he could finally sing.. but.. not everything was happy, after-all.. the cost was loosing his best friends, the ones who had helped him in the beginning and it hurts him even more that he didn't even see them seated to watch him. Jake sat on the edge of his bed, he felt some tears forming in his eyes as he remembered more memories of them, and he just couldn't help but feel bad about it. He wonders if he failed as a best friend to drew and thought to him self..

Jake: Did I fail as a best friend..?

Drew's words really hit him in a spot where guilt and sadness are filled within each peak of a memory from him.. because Drew had really helped Jake within time passed. In Freshman when Drew introduced Jake to the Jomies, Jake had been more happy than he could explain with words. It just felt like they had a connection.. and it was as if maybe.. just maybe.... It was meant to be. But, guess not..

Jake scrolled down on pictures of them, just as he was looking at one of him and Drew some tears dropped off his eyes. He was just too emotional to keep up storing his feelings inside.. Jake lays on his bed as he puts down his phone, he tries wiping off his tears and breathing more slowly but he had just caught on with being emotional.. eventually he stopped crying and sat up. He changes his clothes and lays down on the bed again to try and get some rest.

And meanwhile with Drew...

After the Drake breakup he went to the restroom and locked himself in a stall and cry silently, it was just too much to handle for him, he puts on his air-pods to try and calm himself down because he was almost close to hyperventilating because the words of the fight just kept running and running inside of his head. After around some 30 minutes of being there he didn't wanna see anyone around so he left and went home, Drew felt all types of feelings tho he was ashamed and refused to believe he felt guilty and sad because of what he did. Drew was sitting on his bed as he scrolled down on his phone and talked to himself

Drew: Stupid club.. stupid hailey.. s-stupid Jake... sniff  why am I even feeling g-guilty..? He felt frustrated ...Gosh.. I just had to say it.. Its... Its just not fair...

Drew and Jake couldn't sleep well that night.. and overall they constantly kept thinking about the fight and they both thought in the moment...

Was it my fault...?

Was I wrong..?

Did I overreact..?

Did I do the correct thing..?

It hurts them both so much that they said all of those words as if they were never best friends.. they had a strong bond and connection but within Jake kept looking the other way and disregarding his old friends.. really made Drew frustrated and sad, not only because he literally hated them.. but because Jake maybe even trusted them more than him. Drew never admitted it but he was always more happy around him, even when he was having a bad day. Jake would always be there to cheer him up, and Drew never got mad or annoyed at him, he loved hearing him talk of what ever it was.. they were very close but it seemed like Jake wasn't even trying to keep the friendship, he never thought about how the jomies might feel.. in that moment he just completely ignored the fact he was forgetting his old friends.

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