Second Chance

Missing You

I found myself back at the McLaren motorhome when Oscar walked in while I was talking to Sophia. He apologized for interrupting the conversation, then took my hand and pulled me to the side.

He looked at me soft eyed then finally opened his mouth.

"Uhm, did you come here to see me?"

I looked at Oscar a little saddened cause as much as I would have loved to say that u came here to see him, I don't think I was ready to be around him.

"No, Sofia asked me to come with her"

"Oh"

That 'oh' sounded kinda heartbreaking, like he wanted me to say that I was here for him. Like somehow, we were back to being our old selves when we were together. I was about to answer him when someone called him, and just like that, he was off to do.

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Bahrain Grand Prix

Sofia and I were both dressed. I wore a red bandana over my hair with blue shorts, a white top and white sneakers, she wore a yellow bandana with black shorts, a white top, and with sneakers. We headed for the circuit and arrived around 9:00am.

After a while, Lando, Oscar, and the rest of the drivers headed to the start of the grid to get ready for the race. There is a singer who sings the national anthem for Bahrain. After a while, all the cars, as well as the drivers, are on the track. The engineers are close to the car, making sure that it stays cool and sdoenst over heat. The engineers get the five minute call to get off the track, and they take the tire blankets off the tire.

The lights go off, and the drivers start the formation laptop warm up their tires. I put the headphones on and  stood by the screen. The drivers get back to the starting line and get to their grid positions. The lights go off, and just like that, "it's lights out and away we go."

Verstappen has taken the leas with Perez in second and Leclerc in third

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"Oh, and leclerc is beginning to slow down"

"Yeah, that looks like an engine issue."

Leclerc begins to drop down the grid ending up in last place

"And Leclerc is down to p20 and out of the race

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Max Verstappen won the Bahrain Grand Prix while Lando came in p10, and Oscar came in p11

It was bittersweet to watch this race simply because it reminded me of all the time I would go to his races and how I even surprised him that one time. His smile was so big that it bounced off from the light and instantly changed my mood.

It also reminded me of how much time we had spent apart since we had broken up. How many races I had missed during his career and how he would always come to my last concert in December but missed the last few ones since we had broken up.

I shook the feeling off and found myself back in reality watching the podium that had Verstappen in first, Alonso in second and Perez in third.