𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕚𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 (𝕓𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟)

chapter 18

"what was that?" detention was finally done, and chan was met with non other than byeol's annoyed face.

"what?" the confused brunette replied, already took enough from today's shit.

"why did you start a fight with eric?" she was peacefully and calm, but chan furious expression did say that byeol said something wrong."oh please, i didnt start this fight okay!, go ask this bitch!" chan at this point was so displeased by the girl who's infront of him.

"i..didnt mean it like that, i wanted to make sure,you are doing o-okay..." she was a bit low-spirited by the older's action, she was just worried, "i dont actually care..i dont need your fake concerned effort!" and with that the boy disappeared, leaving the girl shocked, dejected in her place.

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maybe?,someone's comfort zone isn't his house either a person, maybe.., could it be music?

and chan found reassurance in here, a place where he feels confident and comfortable.

his producing room.

when chan was 13 he wanted to forget about his depressed life, he started writing songs, and mr bang was encouraging his son about it, he gave him this room to start with, and by the time he made some progress in it, his bestfriend and his brother was with him all the way through it, when he became 14,15 through the meantime, he knew minho, hyunjin, felix, seungmin and jeongin, and he was more than happy to have them, they helped him through alot, and chan couldnt be more than grateful and thankful for their existence

while writing songs, he always thought it can have a calming and soothing effect on his mind and body

Overall, incorporating music into daily routines can have positive effects on mental health and well-being, making it an excellent source of comfort during difficult times.

he can just express his feelings through songs.

so here he was feeling himself.

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"innieee, myy babyy~~"  chan hugged the fennec-fox like boy ,teasing him.

"you know we are here too" minho spoke making the others nod their head in agreement

"dont be jealous, minho~~" the older laughed at him, hugging the others.

"you look joyous today mate!" felix jumped up and down out of joy, its been i while, they didn't see him so happy,giving in with a real smile lately.

"today was so wild man" the older sat down beside felix as he spoke

"OMG I THINK, I KNOW WHY HE IS SO HAPPY TODAY!" hyunjin yelled taking a playful smirk from jisung, the others looked at him so confused, "why are you shouting bro!" minho glared at hyunjin.

"today!....byeol punched eric when he was about to hit chan OMGAGAHJSIEIEU!" hyunjin started running around the whole room, he really looked like a crazy stray kid.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN" changbin stood up running after hyunjin to stop him.

"okay okay..... lemme tell you what happened....yesterday eric and chan started a fight i dont really know why but yeah, today eric was about to hit chan with a rock from the back of his head, he is like a kindergarten student BHAHAJHAH, anyways, so byeol punched him in the face, this girl is really AMAZING, chan if you dont want her..can have her instead!" the boys eyes widened out of shock by hyunjin's speech, except for chan of course, jisung and minho who saw this whole thing infront of their eyes

"i am so stupid, you know....yesterday she wanted to checked on me after detention, but i was so harsh on her" chan spoke feeling guilty.

"...."

"idiot"