I wake up and it's cold. I grab my blanket up to my nose and try to warm myself up. I turn around and know that I'm alone. No one is there to cuddle me so I'm warm again. I'm alone. I don't know who I want right now for that, Max is a mess right now and I don't have a good feeling about him.
I take a look over to my phone to see that it's 9am. The window is open, the reason why I'm so cold. One of the reasons.
I see that somebody texted me and I snapped my phone that was still on the charger.
I open my messages and see that James texted me.james: [Yesterday was really great, if you wanna do that again I'm all free for you.]
I smile at the text and my thumbs are already typing without me even thinking. I stop and throw my phone beside me on the bed. I closed it and didn't answer him.
Today I have a free day. Lucky me..I stand up and closed my window, I shivered and got to my closet. I took me a pullover and some sweat pants. I slipped into my slippers and walked out of the room. I got to the kitchen table and sit down.
I tried to think what yesterday happened but I'm still shocked. Why did he do that? And so aggressive.
It feels like I doesn't even know him.I need to clear my mind.
I got up and walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I grabbed my bag with my keys and money, and got my phone.I stepped out of the door and today it's very cold. I still have my clothes on when I got out of the bed.
It was end of the month and I still have more money cause I saved a lot.
So I can think about something else. ShoppingI walked more into the center of the city and some shops are here.
I look around and go into some.1 Hour later
I already got me some clothes, but nothing really special.
Then I saw that one building, where a new place opened. I never was inside there sooooI go into it and the lights shine onto the clothes, the outfit's are presented on figure's.
I see one dress and it's perfect, the other black dress there is even prettier. And that jeans on the poster on the wall. I'm in love.Some long minutes later I got myself 3 dresses and 1 jackets I wanna try on.
I got into the changing room and closed the door.The jacket I got was not for me and I didn't really liked it on myself.
But all the 3 dresses were perfect.
I wanted them so bad and I decided that I'm gonna buy them. I got into my original clothes and took the dresses.There was a little row of people cause just one cashier was available.
I stand there and look down to admire my dresses. I smile at it and see that little label with the price on it. And luckily I saw the price tag. I was so distracted and didn't really care how much it's costs cause 'what could a dress cost?'My eyes lit up and I quickly step back.
Each dress is 200£
No one was behind me, I'm a little ashamed so I go where these dresses were hanging and put them back.
I look at them and sigh.
I walk out of the store but it's just a dress, so it's not worth it to be sad.I'm on my way home with my bags over my shoulders. And after fucking 30 minutes I got there.
I look down in my bag to search for my keys as I still walked to the door. I got it and opened my door. I got in and throw my bags onto the ground cause it was getting warm and I'm sweeting now. I'm so tired.I walk into the bathroom to wash my face as I hear my phone vibrating cause someone calls me.
I rush over and look who is calling.
James. What does he want?
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