Problems with nick and Charlie

The bridge

-by the bridge
-Charles pov
-Tw⚠️ su!cide mentions , sh ,ed , ben h~pe

I like this bridge. Sad it will be the last place I
See. Me and nick used to sit hear and eat icecream. Well Nick would eat ice cream.

I sit for a minute and think. Then the thoughts turn to tears and suddenly I'm crying so much I can't stop. It's all my fault. I'm causing nick stress. I cut my self. My mum doesn't love me. Maybe it would be better if I wasn't alive.

I prepare myself to jump when I hear a voice
"Charlie is that you?" They say. I step back. I'm still crying. It's not nick and it's not tori or Tao. But I recognise the voice.
"What are you doing" they step closer. I can see him now. Just more reason for me to jump. It's Ben
"where u about to jump?" He laughs "you seek attention that much you  pathetic little dick"
I can't even speak. All I can do is cry

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-nicks pov
-looking for charlie
I think I'm crying. I feel sick. We have looked almost everywhere. I think we've lost all hope. I drop my knees to the ground. Charlie please be okay - I pray.
Then I suddenly have one idea of where he could be, but if he is there then it's not good. I tell tori and we head there as quick as we can. All I can say is please please be okay charlie.

I didn't think tori could feel emotion but I saw a small tear drizzle down her face as we ran.

When we get there I can hear one voice. A horrible voice. Was that Ben? I rush over there to see a disgusting Ben standing over a emotional terrified charlie leaning over the edge of the bridge.

My heart stopped. I forgot everything except Charlie. Why was he here? Was he gonna- I can't even say it. I push Ben of Charlie and pull Charlie of the edge. He is crying. Then I relise I'm crying. We are all crying.

Ben has vanished Which is good I guess. I look at Charlie, he looks at me . I know exactly what he is going to say. "Sorry" his favourite word. He knows he can't say that.

I'm cuddling him like he is a baby.
"I think you should stay at nicks Tonight charlie" tori says emotionless "mum is very angry at you me and herself"
"That's fine" I say. I want to look after Charlie anyway. Make sure he is ok.

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-nicks bedroom
-nicks pov
We are sitting on my bed, Charlie in my arms. "Char" I mumble "you weren't gonna, well jump off were you"
He doesn't answer. He just looks up at me then lays his head back on my chest. "You know you can tell me anything. I'll tell you something. Honestly watching pirates of the Caribbean gives me bi panic !!"
He giggles then sits up on my lap. "Fine" he says as I sit I up to face him "I just thought that because of my self harming I was being a pain to u and u were crying because u thought I was annoying and then I went home and my mum kicked me out because I didn't tell her I went to yours and I have been thinking about that bridge for a while. And then Ben came and ruined it." He is crying now "I'm sorry" he says

"Charlie" I tell him "i wasn't crying because you are annoying I was crying because I love u and worry for you."
"You love me?" he blushes
Shit I didn't mean to say that.
"I love you too" he says smiling

We chat and giggle for a while. Spending hours talking and talking...