Problems with nick and Charlie

Dizzy

Tw⚠️: ed, sh
-Charlie's pov
-nicks house
Me and Nick have been talking for ages. About us how much we love eachother and us in the future.
"Hey char" nick says "do you want a snack? You haven't eaten all day."
I don't want any food. But I don't want to worry him. "I ate at home" I lie. His look tells me he knows im lying.
"Char you said that you didn't even go in your house and you told me in form that you didn't eat breakfast." He looks at me concerned "please?"
"Im not hungry nick. Im sorry." I say really stubborn even though I know he is right.
"Okay then but atleast come with me to make it" he says holding out his hand.
We rush down the stairs nicks hair bobs up and down with every step. His mum is sitting on the sofa with a cup of tea. She is watching pirates of the carabien which made me laugh.

I was watching nick lay out his bread, butter  it and put it in the toaster. Well I was until my vision went blurry. So blurry I couldn't see. Then my head started to tingle. "Nick?" I say.
"I don't feel very good.."

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-nicks pov
Charlie  eyes are shutting but he is still standing up. What is happening ? It reminds me of that day in Paris. No no shit what no! The day in Paris was bad!
"Nick?" He calls before falling onto me . Lucky I catch him.
"Boys are you alright?" My mum shouts from the living room.
"No no mum help!" I say in shock. I must sound petrified because my mum is there in a second. Charlie is laying in my arms. I know exactly why he has passed out and I tell mum. We agree no ambulance since it wouldn't help Charlie it may make it worse. I pull him on the sofa. After about 30 seconds he wakes up.
"Nick?" He says holding onto my hand. We gripped so tight it feels like we will never be apart. My mum comes in with the piece of toast I made and a glass of water. He is so pale right now he looks like Casper the ghost. I sit down next to him and say "I think you should eat now char".  He doesn't say anything he just nods. I half the toast so he doesn't have to eat it all.we takes bites at the same time. Slowly. I think Charlie has an eating disorder and I can't help him. He starts to giggle "the toast is in your hair" and it is. We both start laughing. Mum had left to just let jane (Charlie's mum)
Know about the situation.
I look at him and he looks at me and we kiss. Practically eating each other's faces of but still enjoying it. It feels nice to be out to my mum so that me and Charlie can kiss whenever we want but it still feels weird to do it in-front of her. Wait not DO IT i meant kiss uh.

I grab him from underneath and put him over my shoulder "NICKKK!!" He shouts with excitement "I can walk!!"
"I know but this is more fun" I grin and he laughs. I bring him all the way to bedroom and drop him on the bed. He is okay so I'm okay for now