Enough for you | Olivia rodrigo

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jorydn got home after her show to her dogs juice and dior as she entered her lonely empty home that held so many memories. all the talk of selling and she never did cuz of complacency and comfort but now she knew she needed too. what she didn't know was that olivia was home in LA tonight, and olivia was fighting everything in her to avoid going to see jordyn but she knew she needed to talk to her.

jordyn was upstairs and had finished showering as she went to her closet getting dressed in sweats and a comfortable bra, as she layed in bed watching tv. her phone went off next to her on the bed that there was someone at her door and what followed was as a knock downstairs. jordyn had paused the tv and picked up her phone checked her cameras as she saw a familiar female figure standing there and her heart dropped.

jordyn threw a hoodie on over her bra and put on her slides as she walked downstairs confused and just suprised, she sighed nervously before she made it down the stairs and took a deep breath before opening the door.

olivia knocked as she looked around not even knowing if she was awake. her car was here which was a good sign olivia looked at her feet and back the door and she didn't hear anything from inside. she waited a few more seconds debating if she was crazy to just show up when the door opened and there stood jordyn her hair down, a hood over her head she could barley see her face, sweatpants and slides.

olivia: hi
jordyn: uh... hi what r u umm doing here olivia

olivia got nervous while she looked at her feet and back at jordyn hesitated at her door

Olivia: can we talk ik this is like rlly random and
it's late but
jordyn: um yeah sure come in it's cold

olivia smiled internally at the soft kind heart she still had and ability she had to still be so gentle with her.

olivia walked into the familiar house she remembered as she looked around seeing cardboard box's everywhere

olivia: what's with all the boxes
jordyn: oh um finally moving so
olivia: oh cool
jordyn: soooo what did u need to talk about at 11 at night

olivia looked in jordyns eyes as jorydn tried not to hold eye contact.

olivia: jorydn i'm sorry
jordyn: what do you have to be sorry about....
olivia: for breaking up with you for hurting you
jordyn: olivia... i mean idk what u want me to say
olivia: jorydn i still love you that hasn't changed one bit... i can't do anything anymore without remembering random little things that remind me of you every second of the day

jordyn just nodded as she was looking at her feet
and olivia more and more nervous by the second

olivia: i regret a lot of stupid things ive said and done.... but i don't ever regret loving you and if communication is where we struggle i really really want to fix it, improve it just make it work because i thought i was doing what was best for you and for me. but i only hurt myself more by letting you go and i don't know how you feel but there hasn't been a day these past two three months where i don't miss you jorydn because i love you a lot more than i thought i could love anyone

jorydn was quiet for a moment, she'd desired her soul mate back, she missed her too as much as hated to admit it because she played things off like it never mattered but deep down she knew olivia was her soul mate. jordyn stayed silent in thought on what to say

olivia: you don't have to say anything i just... idk i understand if you don't want me anymore and that's ok but if this is the last time i ever get to tell you how a really feel i need you to know i love you with my whole heart and ive been in love with you practically since we met and i've never felt so at home with anyone

olivia just nodded as she whipped a small tear that fell and she started to walk away from jordyn as she wasn't saying anything

olivia: i'm sorry for bothering you i'll just go

jorydn: wait don't... don't leave

olivia turned to look at her again

jordyn; if i tried olivia...... honestly i can't replace you if i tried....

jordyn looked at olivia in her eyes for the first time that night as olivia's eyes were still glossy

Jordyn: i've thought of every scenario to try and be fine without you but i can't bare the thought. you are unlike anyone i've ever met i've ever loved you make feel just so.... so me. i know i haven't been what i should be for you, caught up in my own ego and acting like i dont care most of the time and that's just how i've functioned my whole life. i've never met someone whos actually truly cared about me, cared to hear about every detail of my day or cared to know where i am if i'm safe,  and i'm sorry i didn't appreciate you enough..... i- i honestly can't do anything without thinking about you...  it drives me insane the way you make me feel cuz i've never loved someone like that or ever felt loved like that, and i can never love anyone else the way i love you.

olivia grinned as jordyn removed the hood of her sweatshirt that was covering her face and she walked up slowly to olivia. as they held eye contact now olivia watched as jordyn got closer to her and as her hand met her face holding her cheek. olivias eyes flickered down to the girls lips and back to the actors eyes as she smiled softly and connected their lips. olivia melted beneath her again just as she always had. it was soft gentle and sweet until it wasn't. olivia was out of breath as all the two desired was to be touched be touched by eachother. olivia forgot how addicted she was to the older girls gentle touch.

safe to say things got heated the rest of the night.

light shinned through the blinds as olivia and jordyn were waken up by dior and juice barking nonstop down stairs. olivia groaned as jorydn threw on a big t shirt and ran downstairs.
olivia looked around the room, not much has changed no pictures of them together were ever taken down and olivia just smiled. she saw her clothes on the floor as she stayed in bed convering her body with the bed sheets. before she knew it jordyn was back upstairs with her messy long brunette hair.

olivia: hi
jorydn: hi goodmorning howd u sleep
olivia: amazing
jordyn: i'm glad

jorydn smiled as she layed down next to olivia again looking at her.

olivia: what were they barking at
jordyn: oh the mail
olivia: ofc

olivia shut off her phone looking at jorydn watching her

olivia: what-
jorydn: no nothing nothing ur just.... perfect
olivia: shut up jordyn

olivia smiled as she brushed jorydn hair behind her ear and rubbed her cheek as she looked at her.

olivia: don't you have um a show tonight
jorydn; yeah... how'd u know
olivia :well u did post it
jordyn; hmmmm stalker
olivia; am not
jordyn: sure...

olivia smiled as jordyn layed her head on the singers lap. olivia's heart raced just like it used too how she missed these small moments that made her smile and giddy. she truly made her feel like no other.

jordyn: you should hear the stacks on stacks of songs i wrote jeezus christ
olivia: ugh same
jordyn: lovely how our breakup fed creativity

jorydns tone being so sarcastic all the time made olivia just smile

olivia: so ur show....
jordyn; right- did you want to come
olivia: thought you'd never askkkk