Love is confusing

My stranger

Male leader's POV:

Today was a very; unfortunate day. There was a programme at my school, a music concert to be honest. He is an excellent friend of mine, there was no way I could not decline this offer from him. Well, of course, it isn't a problem but I have to bring my toxic girlfriend with me. He said Amisha contacted him and that she required him because she thought 'we'; I and she should clarify the rumours about us being together which was very accurate. Unlike I never felt that way, not like it mattered to her. Well, lucky the concert was a work of art. The next thing I knew he called us to the stage and made us confess to the camera and the audience. It then came to my attention that some of them seemed happy, some were surprised, and I saw some sad and mad faces as well, but in the end, we left the stage immediately after confessing so as not to cause conflict. We: My girlfriend and I paid a visit to a nearby hotel to stay the night. As soon as we entered she left the key on me and left to party with strangers. I could have a word with her knowing damn well what are my chances of getting fucked up, but not the less it was common for her to leave me by myself. It is normal every day so what. I enchanted my mind with the smell of the hotel, it was the fresh smell. I slipped my hand on the wooden table, "They surely used good material, I mean if it is a hefty amount then there should be a hefty goods" I put myself on the chair, taking out my phone while there was a loud shout from downstairs where the party and fun were happening.

"She is gonna get drunk, have some dude fuck her and wonder what happens in the morning, isn't she? And gonna blame it on me" I let out a soft chuckle "That's why you chose this hotel because it doesn't have the camera and a party spot in the city? How clever, huh? So much to give me a pain in the ass. But one day one day I will find someone who can free me from this! I- I am too tired, Amisha so fucking tired of you and your shit" I mumbled out looking at the sky from a distance with the help of an open window. My eyes left a drop of tears but I didn't feel anything, nothing. It had got me so weak, that my body couldn't even figure it out that I am in pain. I wore my headphones after letting out a sigh. My phone popped up with a message, it was my friend's circle ground chat. We were messaging about the game that was happening tomorrow. Vishal started it first then was joined by Elove. I may have forgotten to tell you all but we all are interested in basketball, our therapy. Samir, he doesn't talk much but, "And have an exam the next day of it 💀" got all of us. Vishal then spammed our group with crying emojis. Elove commented on the act of this stupid four eyes with, "Bro stop with the crying emoji. thought your puberty ended a long time ago dang but it is still there 😑😪" I was silent through the whole conversation but Elove ate so, I had to say something about, "4+4=?" Samir asked, "Bro, how long have you been here for? man" "From the start, 😗" I said with a kissing face without the heart.

I stared at my screen mesmerized by how they can make me forget all my stress and worrying in a split of seconds. Then, Elove hit me with, "Bro that kissing emoji is gay" and Samir started, "I mean we all are homies, right?" Vishal reacted with a laughing emoji, "Shut up you two, can't even have a sense of humour in this room 😭" We went back and forth that night like usual, I had long forgotten about my so-called girlfriend, they are all I need. I fucking love them so much. I took a break from the phone after sending my bye's. I looked outside my window again, Amisha hadn't come yet and I wanted some air. Well, definitely the hotel wasn't that distant from our school, especially the part where the programme occurred. I could clearly see the components of it. I saw a two figures standing with each other, maybe a greeting. There was a dark fade so I couldn't see properly. They were near a shop. The tall figure went into the light of the shop, well to my surprise it was Akash (the singer for the concert). Followed by the girl figure whose face changed in Sara. [Note: Bro is casually spying on people😭] I decided to look at them a little longer. They were all smiling and giggling. It seemed as if they had a good time. Thought my heart was hurting for some reason. I don't know this feeling. It is like the feeling that I used to get whenever my parents chose another kid over me as a child. They left their ways after that, and my door cracked open. Amisha came drunk and wasted, and fellinto bed and then fell asleep. The alcohol smell got to me and I covered my nose, taking the air fresher on the shelf and pressing it.