HATE TO LOVE YOU [BRIGHTWIN]

CH-1

                       =BREAK UP=

-Tine-

" tine..let's break up this relationship isn't gonna work."

"But Amy why?? Did I say something wrong on our date last night? If I did please tell me,I promise I'll never do or say it again just please.." i felt a bunch of emotions burst out inside of me and I..I hate it! The moment Amy said those words I had that nostalgic old feeling again,the feeling of being completely ruined or..was it the feeling of emptiness? Argh it doesn't matter I hate this emotion!!

"You should at least tell me the reason Amy! Why..why is this so sudden? Why?!" All my tears that I've been holding since earlier burst out like a time-ticking bomb.here it is again,the feeling of being so vulnerable.it's currently lunch-break and Amy asked me to meet at the school's backyard.oh well..If only I knew that this was what's gonna happen then I shouldn't have come at all! I admit it.i was a chick guy who only played with girls hearts,and being scared to commit.but that was before I met amy.she changed me,she changed my life.

"It's because you're too plain tine! You..you don't even compare to him! Ughh I can't believe I even dated you! You..you're naive and plain,and..boring..."

"Huh? Who..who's him? Who are you talking about?..is there another man Amy? "

"Yes."

"Oh..that was a firm 'yes' I..I hate you..I wish I never even met you!"

I said between whispers as i ran away as fast as I can,away from her, while sobbing.

I quickly regained my composure when I was getting close to my class.even though I'm so fucked up right now,there's no way I would ever show my vulnerable side to anyone.i still have some ego and dignity left in me duhh.well why the fuck did I even cry in front of her? Argh I'm so gonna regret this someday.