Ready or Not?

30.

Ibiza was a place for everyone, there was sights to see, shops to visit, clubs and bars open all day and all night. There really was something for everyone. I liked a mix of all of it, and so far we had split up and done pretty much all of them. I hadn't been to the clubs yet though, ever since the Lance incident, I have kinda been put off them. Lance wasn't here, he wasn't even remotely near so I decided it was time to get back in there, especially considering Garrix was playing a set tonight and I hadn't seen him in forever. He's a fellow dutchman so feels like family every time I see him.

I got my favourite LBD and I still had to opt for the flats since my ankle injury. I wasn't fully healed just yet so I needed to take it easy. Carlos wore his black shirt, with those seductive few buttons open at the top, teasing his chest hair through the shirt and his gold chains hanging loose. Everyone else decided to wear their best white shirts, typical. We couldn't co-ordinate our outfits even if we tried, but we were already running late so we left for the party. I was nervous and Max could see that, my hand felt uneasy in every position I put it in, he grabbed it and held it tight.

"Lia, you sure you want to still go out? We can do something back at the villa tonight no stress?" Max offered his reassurances, and since we had been bickering so much it was nice to be here with him whilst he was in a better mood.

"No M I'm okay, I just need a drink and to get through this" The rest of the boys had been chatting between themselves and laughing their way to the club. Once we parked they all offered their arms to help me out the car, but Lando's was nearest so he supported my little jump onto the street. We were ushered through the VIP entrance as quickly and discreetly as possible. The music was loud and pumping through my body, the boys led me to the booth and I got myself into the corner. The hardest part was done, now I just needed to have a good time.

Martin Garrix was playing his set, and the guys all wandered off to their respective duties. Max found our old neighbour Leesa, she was his first crush and the reason he would look into the crowds back at his home karting days. She was sweet, now a physician so I know he was in good hands with her. Lando was on drinks duty, he had to take a napkin which he'd wrote his list on and he recited it to the bar staff so loud that I could hear it from the booth. Pierre was smitten with this girl he had met each night since being here in Ibiza, he moves quick so we have all just left him to it. Daniel had flown Heidi in from Madrid, so the two of them would spend this evening together after Martin finishes his set. And then there was Carlos, he had me all to himself. He placed himself close to me, close enough so I could hear every word he uttered.

"You look incredible, I can't wait to rip this off you later"

"I really like this dress so please don't rip it, I'll let you unzip it tho"

"Amor you do things to me you know"

His voice growled in my ear, I could hear the hunger in his voice for me to be all his, but not here and not now. Carlos was close, too close for some, but for me it felt safe. He planted some small kisses and bites on my ear and cheek whilst no-one was around. His hand caressed my neck, teasing at the hickies I had to cover up before coming out tonight. As Lando approached he shifted in his seat to almost guard my side and make himself appear bigger.

It was this possession from Carlos that made me love him more

Love. I didn't think I could love one of these selfish rich drivers, but he made me feel it. I felt something real with him, I just wasn't sure how I could possibly tell him without him informing the entire paddock. I just needed to distract myself.

"So Lando, you going to hop on the decks for a set or nah?"

"Not tonight Lia, I'm here for fun tonight, what are you up to tonight? You two look like you're going to cause us some trouble, what are you both scheming?"

Carlos and I glanced at each other but withheld our smirks.

"Pobrecito, you should be out there on the floor, come on I'll escort you if you need the help?" Carlos laughed as Lando fixed his shirt and put his hand through his hair before jumping up out his seat and strutting towards the girls by the bar. His confidence was envious, but he was a good looking guy so he could easily get there attentions.

"Natalia"

"Carlos"

"I won't leave your side tonight you know? Unless you say otherwise I'm staying right here tonight"

"That's fine by me as long as you keep the drinks coming"

The night went on till around 3 or 4 in the morning, that was when we got back to the villa. Carlos and I had to round up all the boys with the exception of Daniel who was already at Heidi's hotel for the night, he was taken care of. We got them all tucked into their respective beds, lights out and water set by their bedsides ready for the hangovers that would hit them when they woke. Carlos and I recouped at the bottom of the stairs, both physically and mentally fatigued from the night we had, but once we collapsed onto the sofa it was like it never happened. We sat talking for a while, with Carlos' head in my laps and his body elongated across the main length of the sofa, whilst I was curled up in the corner.

When I woke, the boys had come down from their rooms and were already making breakfasts for themselves. I guessed the hangover remedies I left by their bedsides had worked.

"Morning sunshine!" Lando summoned as he approached me in the corner, I must have stayed asleep after Carlos and I had been talking. Shit. Carlos. Where was he?

"Sorry guys, I got tired down here last night and must have knocked out"

"What are you sorry for Lia, you are responsible for bringing us all back last night so thank you for that, we appreciate it" Pierre had never been one to compliment me but I'll take what I can get from him when he's in a nice mood. I still had no idea where Carlos was, but that was a mystery I can only handle after I have had some caffeine in my system.

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i hope you guys are still enjoying this, i will probably end it soon and start something else, but thanks for nearly 2k reads that's very epic