Can You Keep A Secret? William A. X Reader (Blueycapsules)

Chapter 18: 𝐌𝐲 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞.

Tw: Blood, Death, Sensitive topics.
As me and William sit in the hospital room. I feel dizzy. I feel its due to the fact that I had a concussion yesterday. So I play it off. Until I feel my head throbbing. Bad. 'That aint right...' I thought to myself but I didnt want to say anything to William, he was reading a book he had bought down at the gift shop. I didnt want to disturb him. "Im going to use the bathroom." I say walking out of the room. "Ok!" He smiles sweetly as I walk out.

I get to the bathroom. In feel like Im about to puke. I go to the toilet and throw up. My eyes are shut until I finally stop. I look into the toilet deep red. Blood red. I feel like Im about to puke again and throw up once again. Red. Blood red. This isnt right. I thought I was still dizzy and sighed walking out of the bathroom cleaning myself up.. I got into the bed and felt my eyes close. My breathing began to slow. My heart began to slow. William noticed this immediately "Y/N! K- Keep your eyes open! D- dont close them!" I heard his voice muffle as I opened my eyes and gripped onto his hand starting to cry. "I- I- I d- dont want to d- die William..." I cried as I felt my breath getting slower and my heart slowly stopping. "Y/N! DONT CLOSE YOUR EYES PLEASE!" He yelled crying and gripping onto my hand tighter feeling my pulse. My face was an unrecognizable expression. My whole life played back... everything.....

-Flash Back-
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July 23 1958. Liverpool England.
"Y/N Come on!" I heard Vincent yell. "Jeez Im coming!" I got on my skateboard as we headed back to the orphanage and seen William outside the door. He smiled as he seen my arrival. "Hey Y/N!" He yelled happily hugging me. "Hey William!" I hugged him back picking him up and twirling him around. He giggled happily as I did. "Y/N! Stop it!" He yelled happily giggling. I put him down and ruffled with his hair. I was about a year older then them and I loved both of them to death.

We all went into the orphanage as one of the employees came up to us with a smile. "How are you three trouble makers doing today?" Her tone jokingly of course. "Good!" We all smiled happily as we went too the play area. Me and William were sitting on our own watching Vincent torture the smaller kids. "Hey.." William whispered in my ear "What is it?" I whispered back. "Want to go explore that alleyway in the back?" He asked still whispering "Bet!" I whispered happily as we snuck out into the alleyway. William looked up at me happily and hugged me. "I love you Y/N!" He happily said. "I love you too William" I hugged him back again picking him up and twirling him around. He smiled giggling as I put him down. Then. I felt his lips collide with mine for a second.... And then...
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-End of Flash Back-

I cried at the memory, knowing that this was it. No more Freddy's, No more Micheal, No more Elizabeth, No more Phil and his happy self, No more of Henry and his kind self. And the thing that killed me of them all... no more of Williams sweet touch, his voice and his smile. Cuddling him every night. "Y/N!" I heard him scream muffled by the sounds of my inner voice. No more of his kisses, no more of anything... "W- William... I want you to know..." He cuts me off. "Y/N, I want you to try to stay with me for this ok?" He paused holding in tears as he cupped my cheek. "I love you.. more then anything, you've changed me in someway that no one has ever before, I had a wife before you. And I never loved her as much as I love you. Our time has been limited yes. But I remember when we were little I knew you... I just now realized it as well is the worst part. You were the one that brought me joy. You were the one that made me smile. You were the one to make me feel... love. I'd never thought I'd say it... Your beautiful, Your smart, Your loving, Your feisty, Your funny, and your sweet... everything that you are I love about you.. I would go so far to say I'm almost obsessed with you... Ive never. Felt these emotions with anyone let alone have told people about my emotions. I know I may seem like a rude bitch sometimes but.. I truly love you. And I'll even when your dead and gone. Never replace you..." His words were genuine. I cried, so hard as I lost my breath and my heart beat. "I l- love you William..." he grabbed something out of his pocket and slid it on my finger crying. From the feelings of it. It was a ring. "I love you forever and always Y/N.." He cried hard.

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Williams POV.
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"No... No... NO!" I screamed out shaking Y/N. No response. "NO PLEASE COME BACK!" I kept on shaking them tears falling down my face. "PLEASE SAY SOMETHING PLEASE!" I yell as the doctor walks in seeing Y/N's lifeless body "Oh Jesus!" He yells grabbing some medical stuff as I continue to shake them. "Y/N PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!" My hand pushing on their pulse praying I feel something... cold... My head falls down on their stomach tears falling from my eyes. "no...." I say one last time as the doctor lifts my head and does something to apparently bring them back... nothing. "Im sorry Mr. Afton.." he says resting a hand on my shoulder. As I stare at their lifeless body. They were still beautiful. I couldnt do anything, they were gone. Forever.... I couldnt do anything. "No..." I repeated gripping onto their hand tears fallen out of my eyes. "We have done everything we possibly could sir." I cried resting my head on their chest "No! Why them.. out of all fucking people. Why them!?" I yelled after the doctor had walked out of the room. I looked into their eyes. It went from there natural color to a dark grey.. There expression was a small smile. I was happy they died with me by their side. I held their hand through their passing... I looked at them.. I couldnt say or do anything. I sat there and cried. Hold their hand still. I cried harder. I gripped onto their hand. Even though they were dead. I didnt want to leave them.. I wanted to die at that moment. Just so I could be with them again. I kissed their cheek on last time caressing it for a little while crying my eyes out. Why did I just kiss them? Its not like their going to feel it. Is it weird? I dont know.. I sighed crying still.

They had escorted me out of the room their body was in. I went home and straight up to their room. I cried at the sight and memories.. I looked at the cat plushie they had given me that one Christmas. Then the note on my desk right beside it "Hey Willy! Happy Valentine's day!" The first words killed me. I realized Valentine's Day was tomorrow. This most have been a gift they left on accident. "I love you dearly William. And I know I dont show it a lot but I truly do, your the best boyfriend I could ask for
-𝒴／𝒩 "

I cried at the sight of there neat signature. I looked over and there was a gift. I pecked inside of the bag and it was a box of chocolates and a framed picture. I took it out and realized. Our 1 year was going to be the day after Valentine's Day It was a photo of me and them. They were kissing my cheek as we were standing in front of a lake. I sighed at the image.

A fews days after the funeral still Williams POV.

"Hey Y/N" I walked up to there tombstone and sat down on the ground next to it. The tombstone read "Y/N M/N L/N. (Your birthday) 1948- 1985 February 18. May they rest in peace." It had flowers from friends on it as well. "So... how have you been." I sighed knowing I sounded crazy and wouldnt every get an answer. "Well, things have been absolutely shit since you left.. I left the Freddy's franchise and probably aint going back in now... I dont want to live anymore to be honest..."

Y/N POV (Yes your a soul now. Deal with it >:)
I sighed floating through the graveyard. I seen William sitting at my tombstone.. god it felt odd saying that. He looked to be in pain. I wanted to hug him so bad and tell him Im alright now, I dont feel pain. But I couldnt. I floated over to my tombstone and sat next to him hearing him. "Elizabeth is pissed off about it and Micheal hasnt come out of his room since.. its been lonely in the bed without you and colder. Ive been cuddling with one of the pillows from your old side of the bed now often." William said. I smiled knowing he still cares for me. Even if I can see him and he cant. I felt bad. I sat in front of him as my soul self hoping he would notice a sign that I was here. I knew he couldnt but I tried. I could hug things, they just couldnt feel or hug me back. I could talk but they couldnt hear me neither. I hugged him soft he didn't move considering he couldnt feel it. "William, I miss you so fucking bad. I want to be with you again... I really do.." I felt soul like tears drop all over me. He couldnt feel me or hear a word I was saying. He sat there crying. I wanted so bad to show him I was fine but I couldnt. And god was it torture. He suddenly jumped and fell back hitting his head "Fock!" He yelled out. "A- a- are... you al....right?" I asked. He looked up in shock hearing my voice "Y- Y/N? Is that you?" He looked at my soul self. I smiled "Ye..... yes...." I smiled as he held his arms out. He could see me all the sudden. I was so fucking grateful. That meant I was a shadow creature. He hugged me tightly spinning me around like I use to do to him. I giggled and smiled. As he looked down at me. "I- I dont know what to say." He looked at me in awe "Its like your in your normal human body but your a light blue ish white. I love it and you." He smiled kissing me deeply......
                       The end:)
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