10, June 2023 | kriingkles
"Don't you dare send that Park Sunghoon, I'm really going to kill you!"
"Oh! Hey eyes here, you look really cute in this position. So, how do you want me to send this to my sister, Kim Sunoo?"
When a couple stays for l...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
“Let go of me!”
“Just listen first, will you!?”
“No! You shut up Park Sunghoon!” I pushed him away when he tried to get inside my house. “Get lost! Just get out!”
“Sunoo listen to me, I did not—”
“You’re a fucking liar! I don’t want to see you! Get the hell out of here!” I yelled at him in anger while my tears continuously flow down.
He tried to hold my hand but I once again pushed him away from me. “I hate you so much, hyung. You made me believe about it. J-just get lost, please…”
I finally closed the door and I couldn’t even take another step, I just fall off my feet. I cried so hard. I don’t know what I’m crying for. Is it because people have seen me naked and getting fucked by a guy and that guy turns out to be my girlfriend’s older brother or is it because Sunghoon hyung lied and betrayed me.
It fucking hurts. I trusted him despite of the possibility that he’ll turn the tables. I trusted him because he said I should. I trusted him because he looks so sincere.
Why?
What did I do to deserve such pain? It’s because I cheated? But is this too much for this? I don’t know—I don’t understand where this pain is coming from.
Seeing again how their eyes stares at me— Keith’s eyes in disgust and concern. I don’t know how am I gonna face everyone from now on. I’m so ashamed. I feel so trash.
My phone keeps on vibrating and it’s Keith that’s calling me. I throw my phone away and just keep on crying. I don’t know how much I cried behind that door but then I see myself drinking a lot of alcoholic drink and then passed out.
For weeks, I just stayed inside my room. I don’t even have the appetite to eat. There’s also no message from Sunghoon hyung but there are a lot from Keith. She also keeps on coming back in here but I don’t let her inside.
I’m ashamed.
I’m sitting on the rug while blankly looking at the screen of the TV when there’s another doorbell. I didn’t bother looking at it and then I received a message from Jungwon, begging to open the door. Despite of feeling weak, I stood up and open the door.
“Oh my goodness, Kim Sunoo!” he exclaimed and quickly hugged him.
I breakdown right away after feeling his hug. “Everything will be alright, okay? Everything will get sorted out. Don’t worry about it,” he rubs my back.
“I’m so idiot, right?” I asked him.
He nods and then wipes my tears. “Of course you are, babe,” he smiles a bit. “But the good thing is you’re gonna learn from that starting from now on… Look at you, you look like a total mess which is you shouldn’t be! There’s nothing to worry about, okay?”
