Blackmailed | Sunsun Fanfiction

Blackmailed 33

“I’m so sorry about what happened, Sunoo babe.”

I just let out a small smile and a nod. “It’s okay, you don’t know a thing. You’re really gonna live in Europe now?” I asked him instead.

Jungwon nods, “Yeah… I’m sorry. I-I’m so ashamed by what Ni-ki did,” he apologized again.

“I told you it’s already fine,” I repeated and he holds my hand. “Take care in there, okay? Make sure you eat a lot.”

“You too, in here,” he replied. “Don’t be stupid, okay?”

I laugh. “I won’t… never again.”

After Jay hyung found out about Ni-ki everything went messed up. It’s because it’s Jay hyung fighting for Ni-ki and Heeseung hyung fighting for me. Jay hyung couldn’t do anything already because of the evidences provided and Ni-ki decided to plead guilty.

Because of those, Jay hyung prohibited Jungwon to see me and decided to leave the country. They also cut their connection to Heeseung hyung and that goes as well to Jake hyung and Sunghoon hyung.

Now, I can really say that I am alone.

Everything seems so heavy to me. I decided to let someone manage my business as I take a break from everything. I feel lost again and it’s pathetic.

I hate myself for trusting people too fast and too much and I even hate myself because I know at the end they’ll leave me but I still decided to trust them anyways.

I’m currently outside the town. I’m on the island, and I’ve been here for couple of weeks now. I’m enjoying the beach and wind in here. I’m by the beach, drinking some canned beer when I suddenly heard someone says.

“If you can wish something, what will it be?”

I quickly look at that person and he’s smiling at me from ear to ear. I didn’t even notice his presence. When did he sit beside me? He’s wearing this all white clothes from longseeves, pants, and shoes. He looks like an angel actually.

“I don’t know… rewind?” I answered the stranger.

He started playing with the sand. “Rewind? You wanna go back to where you start? It’ll be painful for sure,” he replied.

I pause and look at him. “What should I do then? What should I wish?” I asked.

He shrugs his shoulders. “Beats me, it depends to you,” he answered. “I’m on the side where you can grow without rewinding everything. Use those past to build yourself again. You only need to let go of things that’s stopping you to bloom.”

“Who are you? And why does it sound like you know everything about me?” I frown.

He smiles and chuckles so lovely. “Of course, I know everything… I’m the Deity afterall,” he answered. “Kim Sunoo, wish that you’ll heal from all the pain.”

I gasp. What is this crap? Deity? Am I dead already? Jeez. I just sighs. “I wish to be healed,” I stated and look at the horizon. “Healed from all the traumas, healed from all the pain, healed from all of the betrayals, healed from everything that are stopping me to move forward.”

“By that… You need to let go of someone then,” I heard him say and I look at him. “That’s the condition,” he smiles. “Take care,” he said and started walking away.

“Ah wait!” I shouted and take a stand. “How did you know—” I paused when he isn’t around anymore. “My name?” I continued. “That’s weird.”

So we can heal if we let go of something, huh? Pretty fair.

Maybe we are getting hurt because we are tolerating ourselves in a situation where we shouldn’t be in the first place. Healing only happens if we get away from in there.