seungmin and chan then started to make out on the couch, they've done this before but never really got pass it. seungmin eventually just put everything out of his mind and all of sudden he started getting needy and well he wanted more. badly so he slowly started to climb onto chans lap while still making out but chan pulled away a bit
chan: wait love-
seungmin: y-yes?
chan: are you sure?
seungmin: about what?
chan: about doing this, about doing it?
seungmin: yess, please. i-i want to try it now.
chan: are you positive?
seungmin nodded and smiled a bit at chan
seungmin: i want to, im ready.
but in fact seungmin was not ready, he was panicking and crying on the inside. he just doing this to keep chan entertained and not get bored of him. before seungmin knew it he and chan were now half undressed on the couch making out. each time they removed a piece of clothing seungmin just got more anxious and scared.
seungmin: s-slow right?, its been uhm a while since ive done this and when i was with soobin we like never went that like yk?.
chan: oh of course love, you want it slow you'll get it slow k?
seungmin nodded a bit before chan picked him up and started heading to his room, which made seungmin get even more anxious. he was nervous and scared. the truth is he and soobin never really made it to that part either, soobin would only have seungmin give him head, they would grind to pleasure themselves etc but they never directly fucked which means seungmin was still a virgin but to embarrassed to say anything about out.
chan: ready?
seungmin: y-yeah..
he says laying down scared as fuck. chan then took the rest of their clothes off before grabbing a condom and etc once seungmin started seeing all these things, he got more nervous and anxious he couldn't do this. not yet at least.
seungmin: ch-chan
chan: hm love
seungmin: its uh not gonna hurt r-right?
chan: i mean, if your a virgin it will hurt for the most part but after a bit it'll just turn into pure pleasure
seungmin nodded as chan started getting on top of him a bit, he closed his eyes tightly gripping into the sheets waiting for chan to enter him but he got to anxious and scared he sorta started crying and chan noticed this.
chan: baby?, why are you crying?.
seungmin: i-im not..just do it.
chan: your clearly crying?, whats wrong? tell me
chan said wiping seungmins tears away while getting off of him, which made seungmin slowly break down.
seungmin: i-im not ready!..i lied, b-because mina told me c-couples do this during their anniversary!..a-and well i just wanted you to be h-happy and not get b-bored of me cause w-we've been together 5 months and w-we still haven't d-done it yet!..
chan: get bored of you??
seungmin: i-im a virgin!..when i was with soobin we didn't even d-do it, i-i just said i wasnt a virgin c-cause it's embarrassing!..please dont leave me. i-im sorry i lied i was just scared and i-
before seungmin could finish chan just covered him with the blanket while getting dressed himself
chan: you dont have to force this love, if
your not ready ill wait okay?. i promise i wont get bored. ever. i love you so much
seungmin: w-what
chan then grabbed one of his hoodies and a pair of shorts handing them to seungmin before turning his around away from seungmin
chan: get dressed love, we'll talk right now.
seungmin wiped his tears while slowly getting dressed after he was dressed he sat near the edge of the bed, chan sat down next to him and wiped seungmins tears before pulling him into a hug
chan: minnie, you dont ever. ever. have to lie because you think ill get bored of you. and you definitely dont have to force yourself to do something your not ready to do yet, do you understand me? next time just talk with me love.
seungmin: i-im sorry.
chan: dont be okay?, i understand your just trying to please me but we dont have to fuck for you to please me and make me stay. you can do little things yk?
seungmin nodded while laying his head on chans shoulder hugging him.
chan: i love you seungmin. and ill wait until we're married to have sex with you if i have to!!
he says laughing a bit which made seungmin also giggle
chan: it's whenever your ready and comfortable okay?
seungmin: okay..
chan: i love you min
seungmin: i love you too channie
chan then kissed seungmins forehead and pulled from the hug
chan: lets go finish watching the movie no?
seungmin: oki!!!
he says giggling and running out the room to the living room sitting down on the couch, chan came out and sat down next to seungmin. the two then got cuddly and snuggled together while watching the movie. after a few minutes seungmin ended up falling asleep on top of chan which made him smile a bit
chan whispering: aish seungminnie..what are you doing to me?, you have me head over heels for you. my baby, my sweet innocent lovely baby.
chan then kissed seungmins forehead before carefully picking him up and taking him to the room which he put him down in the bee and tucked him in before pulling out the envelope seungmin had gave him he sighed before opening it and taking it out which had a little writing and a drawing of seungmin chan watching the sunset together eating ice cream. just like their first date.
"dear chan, i dont even know where to start. you know im not good at writing but. i want to tell you that i love you. so much and always will no matter what or who comes between us. you will always be my special person. only my special person. forever and ever. i know this might sound cheesy and to early but. i truly think ive found my person and i want to spend the rest of my life with you. i truly do. someone might come and try to rip us apart but ill always choose you. it will always be you. i love you so much channie. happy 5 month anniversary. <3
Love, your boyfriend."
chan blushed a bit before brushing seungmins hair out of his face and kissing his cheek
chan whispering: i think i wanna spend the rest of my life with you too seungmin. and i promise to never hurt you or ever put you in any type of danger. i love you so much darling.
seungn whispering: if you love me so much then shh and come cuddle with mee
chan laughed a bit and got into bed with seungmin who moved closer to chan laying his head on his chest again
seungmin: i love you so much too baby. goodnight.
chan: goodnight love
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idk what to say tbh? have a wonderful day or night!!
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