I Shall Guide You- Seek x Figure (Doors)

I Can't Lose Him

Seek pov:

I legged it through the courtyard not having a care in the world for what I was treading on
Rocks and broken glass pierced my feet but I didnt care.
I hoisted myself up onto the  roof, grabbing the gutter and pulling myself up behind where figure was.
I could hear his familiar voice quietly sobbing
I stumbled along the roofing tiles behind him and cried
"Figure you dont have to do this"
It startled him and he jolted his whole body around to face me.
In an angry and wobbly voice he stuttered "w-what are you do-doing here!?"
I couldnt stop the tears from streaming down my already wet face.
"I came up here to die." He sniffed.
"I'm fed up of my life and I see no point in it. I've humiliated myself infront of everyone and I cant even function properly. Nobody will ever. Fucking. Get. How lonely I am in this world. I am useless and theres a bottomless pit in my soul. That I cant fill. And i never will. So that's why i came up here to enjoy the silence and the sounds of the  rain before i go"

I dont know what to say.
I felt sick
I cant lose him

"No figure you dont have t-"
I was cut off
""WHY CANT I JUST FEEL HAPPY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!? NO SEEK YOU DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME."
he broke down and fell to his knees and let out a huge roar of agony and pain.
"It should make me happy to see you happy with other people but every time it just feels like my heart is splitting in half!!!!
Thats why I distance myself from everyone. So they dont have to ever waste their sympathy on me and worry about me.
You know what. Halt was right i-
I should just-"
He stopped and just started sobbing uncontrollably
"Figure I care about you and my life hasnt been the best either"
"B-BUT YOUR GOOD LOOKING A-AND PEOPLE LOVE YOU AND YOU DONT WANT TO END YOUR LIFE LIKE ME BECAUSE IM AN UNLOVED, SELFISH, FRE-"

"I LOVE YOU FIGURE!"

I blurted without thinking
My face went bright red but I didnt care.
"YOU TRULY ARE THE LIGHT IN MY WORLD AND I DONT CARE WHAT BULLSHIT YOU SAY. I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT. YOU ARE THE FINEST GENTLEMAN IVE EVER MET AND THE REASON I AM HERE TODAY. F-FORGET ABOUT SHADOW AND THE REST- FROM NOW ON IT CAN BE JUST. US. OKAY?"

there has never been a silence that loud.

he was turned to me now, his mouth gaping in shock

His expression broke and a sad smile cracked on his face, he dropped the glass and flung his arms around me.

"I love you too seek."

W-what?

"I apologise for what I said before. You are right after all :)"

It felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders

I just saved someone's life.
Not only someone's life.
My someone's life.