I don't just wish you rain, Beloved; I wish you the beauty of storms.
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Kian Saylore Jones / Peanut 1:47 P.M Miami, Florida
I paced back and forth in the living room.
"Fuck.." I panicked.
I was out of my prescription again but Momma Rose was out of town on a business trip.
𝐌𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧 👩🏾🎤🌹
maaaaaa my prescription ran out again
𝐌𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧 👩🏾🎤🌹: You should be able to pick it up yourself Kian
I can't ma.. it's worse than the last time
𝐌𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧 👩🏾🎤🌹: See if Solana can go get it, don't panic peanut I love you 😚😃🫶
I love you too momma
END OF CONVERSATION
Ugly ass emojis she be using.
Today was a Sunday.. meaning I wouldn't be able to get it, even if it was available.
I sat on the floor feeling a bunch of emotions at once.
"Kian?" I looked up to see Solana.
"You okay- you take your meds?" I shook my head.
"I ran out again" I replied.
"And today is Sunday too. Fuck!"
I chuckled more to myself.
But then the voices began again. Only they were way worse this go round.
"Well well welll" I looked up to see her.
Her being a girl who's always terrorizing me when I don't have my meds.
"We meet again Kian" She smirked.
"No.." I said scooting away.
"Kian what's going on? Who do you see?" Solana asked.
"You're still not good enough I see. Not even for this pretty girl" She chuckled.
"What do you want from me?" I asked.
"I want you to finally realize that you're worthless Kian. You ruin everything.. Notice how every girl you've talked too has disappeared. You don't deserve to be loved and nobody will ever love you. Your own dad couldn't stay on earth with you" She laughed.
