𝐉𝐉 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

𝕔𝕦𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕓𝕣𝕦𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕤-JJ

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warnings: abuse, light smut BAIRLY even considered smut

                I was lying on my bed scrolling on my phone, I was in a bikini with shorts and an oversized T-shirt under it. It was about 3 pm and I had gotten back from hanging out with my friends at the Chateau. I was thinking about the events of the day, how I helped JJ fix his bike, and how he got so sweaty he had to take his shirt off, and how- ok what is wrong with me, I actually need to stop this, it's getting creepy.

 I have been in love with JJ for as long as I've known him, which is 8 years, so ever since grade 3. But JJ is my best friend and he doesn't like me like that, sure we flirt sometimes but that's just JJ being JJ.

I heard my window open and I immediately jumped up and screamed, I grabbed the thing closest to me and it happened to be a baseball bat.

"HEY WOAH Y/N CHILL, it's just me" I recognized JJ's voice immediately. 

" JJ oh my god you scared the living daylights outta me" I breathed out putting the bat down and a hand to my chest to try and stop my heart from beating so fast, I looked up to find the light shining into my room from my window illuminating his features, he put his hands down from having them up to show he was harmless and his face was tilted to the ground, his hat was frontwards so I couldn't see his face. 

"Living daylights??" he laughed "What the fuck is that??" I chuckled and shook my head at the boy.

"J, why couldn't you just use the door," I said smiling at him but also looking confused.

"Cause that's no fun" He finally looked up and grinned at me, I smiled back but stopped when I looked at his face, his beautiful tanned skin ruined by black, blue, and purple marks, his lip was busted, and his eyes were slightly red and puffy as though he had cried. My eyes glistened over with tears, I hated seeing him like this, I knew it was his dad that hurt him because if it was a kook he wouldn't have cried.

JJ noticed my change in mood and looked down once again realizing I had seen him in a state of vulnerability. I walked towards JJ and hugged him, with my arms around his neck, he immediately hugged back, his face going into the crook of my neck and his arms going around my waist.  

"Let's go get you cleaned up and then we can watch a movie OK??" I pulled back slightly so I could see him and he just nodded, I didn't bother to say I was sorry, even though I was, I felt so bad and I hated that absolute piece of shit for even laying a finger on the boy I was so deeply and desperately in love with, JJ doesn't like pity even though it wasn't pity I know that he would make it out to be.

I pulled JJ to my washroom and motioned for him to sit on the counter, He jumped up and sat on the counter avoiding the sink, he had never actually been in my house before except for the kitchen and the living room, I looked around in the cabinets until I found the alcohol and the cotton balls, I turned around to find JJ holding a pair of sliver teddy bear earrings.

"Why haven't I ever seen you wear these?" he asked, a smirk appearing on his face.

"JJ...." I look at him with a defeated but amused face, this boy doesn't even know the hold he has on me, he looks so adorable with his smirk. "Just lemme clean you up" JJ put the earrings down and looked at the cotton ball that I had in my hand with wary eyes. I poured the alcohol onto it and made eye contact with JJ. I started to laugh so much because of his facial expression, JJ just smiled 

"What??" he said still grinning I laughed again but then I remembered why he was here, I gradually stopped laughing but still stayed happy, not wanting to bring the mood down with seriousness.

"ok, J this is gonna hurt like a bitch, think you can take it??" I asked, wanting to hear his witty replies that I adore so much. 

"Oh yeah, definitely " He pouted his lip and squinted his eyes and nodded. I giggled and then started to clean his cuts, he breathed in through his teeth a couple of times, and one time he even tried to swat my hand away but the whole time he kept looking at me.

I finished with his face and throughout the cotton balls I had used, I turned around to find him still staring at me. Suddenly I was very aware of how close we were, I was standing in between his legs while he sat with his forearms on his thighs leaning frontwards, We stared at each other for what felt like hours but I didn't mind I was too busy looking into those beautiful blue eyes thinking about whatever he is thinking about.

I start to get flustered and nervous realizing that the person I have loved for so long is staring straight into my eyes almost as if he is reading my soul, I noticed we had gotten closer than before which meant that we both had started to lean in

I couldn't do this what was I thinking, he doesn't actually love me, how could he love me he's so beautiful and pretty and I'm...........just me. He doesn't want a kiss I'm probably the one that was leaning in he's just being nice trying to figure out how to let me down slowly.

I cleared my throat and turned my head, I started to move to put the alcohol away when I felt a hand on my wrist pulling me back as soon as I turned around I felt lips on mine, JJ was kissing me JJ MOTHERFUCKING MAYBANK I started to kiss back because this is what I have wanted since the moment I understood what love was.

 He started to kiss me more passionately leaning into my face more and more he slid off the counter putting his hands on my waist, my hands going around his neck he backed me up into the door. I pulled on his hair and he groaned, he's like a drug, once you've tasted him you just want more. The kiss was getting more heated as I felt his hands travel lightly and slowly down to my ass making sure he was allowed. Once he reached my ass he pulled it up, squeezing it. A very slight moan made its way out of the back of my throat and I could feel JJ smirk into the kiss.

We pulled apart needing to breathe, his hands on my waist still holding me close to him, mine on his biceps

"I should come here more often when I get hurt if that's how you make me feel better" JJ smirked at me. I giggled and shook my head,

"J, I hope this isn't a one-time thing," I said looking up at him "I am so deeply in love with you, and I can't just be a random hook-up for you"

"Y/n, I....I think.........I think I love you too, I mean I know I definitely like you, but I've never loved someone before, but when I'm with you I feel like......... I feel like, I-I don't know how to explain it, I just feel so-"

"In love???" I cut him off, I smiled as my eyes glistened over, I have wanted this for so long, I have had literal dreams about this.

"Yeah..... in love" he smiled a real genuine smile at me, and we stayed looking at each other, enjoying each other's presence, until I pushed his arm, turned around, and opened the door
"Com' on, we got a movie to watch.." I jumped on my bed and patted the spot beside me. JJ laughed and shook his head before lying beside me, we cuddled up together.

I got my laptop and we decided on The Maze Runner, as we sat watching the movie I caught him staring up at me. (He was cuddled up into my arm so he had to look up)

"What??" 

"I'm just looking at my really pretty best friend, who just so happens to be my girlfriend" he gave me a toothy grin. I pushed his head slightly "Just watch the movie " I said while a light blush dusted my cheeks. He cuddled more into me and I felt his whole body relaxed.

I never thought that what brought me and JJ together would be cuts and bruises.


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