𝐉𝐉 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝔹𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝔽𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝟚-JJ

Request: @happypotator didn't help write this one but it is part two of her original idea so still giving her credit

Warning: none

"Hey Pope, can you get me another beer??" I yelled to one of my best friends, It would be my fifth beer but JJ was continuously flirting with Kiara, I know that it means nothing because Kiara would never go for JJ but I can't help but feel so jealous and sad that I'm not the one JJ finds pretty, but instead, I'm seen as his best friends little sister who still hasn't fallen for his little game. So what's the best way to deal with your problems? drink them away!!!!!

"Haven't you been drinking a lot?" JJ whispers in my ear since we are sitting beside each other. I breathed in his scent, he smelled like old spice, cinnamon, and weed. He hadn't drunk much today but there have been several times when I had to drag ass inside because he got way too drunk, and now he cares about my drinking?

"What do you care?" I gave him an annoyed look and got up to go find my phone, I was going to invite Matthew over, he is the only one who knows about my crush on JJ and I really need his support right now because I honestly feel like throwing myself off a bridge just so that I wouldn't have to witness the boy that I have adored for so long throwing himself at my best friend.

I walked out onto the porch and called him.

-Hey Matthew can you come to the Chateau, he's giving me a hard time. 

Aww I'm sorry, don't worry maybe we can make him jealous, I'll be there in 5 minutes

-Thanks, Matthew, see you soon.

I stayed on the porch waiting for Matthew to show up, John B knows Matthew and his romantic preferences, so he won't be his super way too dramatic overprotective self.

Once Matthew arrived I immediately ran into his arms, I truly loved him like a brother. 

"Hey bubbles, how are you doing?"

"Not good at all, JJ's been flirting with Kiara all night and I can't stand it" I looked down at my feet, Why can't I be pretty like her or have her personality or be rich or hav-

"Let's go inside ok?" I just nodded, as we walked up he started talking about his day and how this group of girls came up to him and started flirting with him, as we walked through the doorway I started laughing really hard that I almost fell and he had to catch me, I had I lot to drink so that added to my overreaction of the situation.

Me and Matthew sat on the couch and we just kept talking, Pope came in and joined the conversation, and we started talking about academics and colleges and stuff, I don't really know I wasn't comprehending the conversation until Matthew leaned over and whispered in my ear.

"He keeps looking at you, and trust me he looks pissed" I was trying to make the words make sense, why would JJ look pissed at me? what did I do to him? I've just been sitting here minding my own business. 

Matthew put his arm around me so that he could hug me from the side to show that he was there for me, I leaned into his arm, But then I got curious, I looked towards JJ and saw him tensing up and glaring at us. I don't understand what's happening, why can't he just leave me alone? I stood up and walked out the door but before I could my brother called my name.

"Y/N, where are you going?"

"I'm just going to get some air, Don't worry I'll be back" I gave him a tight-lipped smile, I just wanted to be left alone.

I walked down the steps and went to the open shed thing we have, lying on the couch so many thoughts ran through my mind, suicide crossing it every so often.

"Hey," My head raised above the couch and on the other side, a certain blonde boy gave me a lil wave. My head dropped down and my arm draped over my face.

"What?"My voice somewhat nasty.

"Matthews pretty cool" He rubbed the back of his neck.

"I know, that's why I invited him" My arm raised to emphasize what I had said.

"How long has that been going on?" He was rocking back and forth on his heels

I sat up and gave him the most confused look in history

"Excuse me? wait- " I started laughing "You- you think were, you think we're dating" I burst out laughing, This guy really thought I was dating Matthew.

"Ummm maybe" he rubbed the back of his neck again,

"JJ" I put my hand over my face to try and contain my laughter. "Matthews um, Matthews gay" I turned my lips into my mouth so that I wouldn't laugh and nodded my head.

"OHH, MY BAD, geesh I- I um, wow ok "

"Besides J, even if he wasn't gay I already have a crush so it wouldn't matter" I shrugged my shoulders and lay down thinking JJ would leave but I should've known better.

"OHH, little Routledge has a crush?" JJ inquired sitting down on a chair and leaning in to hear about my crush.

"It's stupid J, he would never like me back and he just sees my as- as like a little sister I don't know, but whatever he would never like me" I rolled over so I was facing JJ.

"Com'on y/n who wouldn't like you, be real" 

"Don't be silly J I know that everybody likes me", I say jokingly like it's a known thing "It's just he doesn't like me like that you know" 

"y/n/n, I said who wouldn't like you" I looked him in the eye, Nah, no way.

"Nah you playing with me"

"No, I'm- I'm not " He scratched his head and fiddled with his hat.

"I don't believe you" I sat up and put my arms on my thighs, mimicking him.

"Do you really think I would risk your brother's wrath if I didn't mean this"

"True but then again you do like playing with me like that" I looked into his eyes he kept looking at my lips, I suddenly realized how close we were.

"Well, maybe this will convince you " He grabbed my cheek with one hand and my waist with the other and brought me to his lips, It took me a second to comprehend what was happening but once it did I kissed back, his lips tasted like weed, alcohol, and oddly cherries.

It turned into a full-blown make-out session our tounges exploring each other's mouths, Now I was drunk but I was still sober enough to know that I was going to remember this.  We pulled apart and looked at each other our noses almost touching.

"WHAT THE FUCK" JJ's hand left my face and we both whipped our heads around.

well shit.

part 3??????

ik I didn't post yesterday bc where I am it's like 12:00 a.m. so It's technically the next day so I will post something today again, so sorry please don't come for me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but actually part 3??? lemme know your thoughts, Please don't be a silent reader, comment or vote!!! AND PLEASE REQUEST, thank you love you guys, bye