She's Changed (RiD) Bumblebee x Sassy! Traumatized! Femme! Reader

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⚠️mentions of death and murder⚠️

~Your POV~

Where am I? This... this isn't Cybertron. What is this place? Oh yeah, Earth? "Hello?" I call out. "Silverflight? Taserwheel? Samantha? Wait... I don't even know a Samantha," I say, laughing a bit.

"Hello," says a voice behind me. Primus that was embarrassing. I turn around and see a mech that reminds me of a wolf. "My name is Steeljaw. We found you in your Decepticon pod and wanted to know if you could join us?"

My optics widen in shock and fear as I recognize the wolf mech. "N-no! Y-You're the one who offlined my sister, S/N!" I say. "Oh, it's you, Y/N. Well, I guess you're going to have to join your sister soon," Steeljaw says, bringing out his weapon.

"No! S-stay away from me you... hypocrite! You glitch! You murderer! You liar!" I yell, backing up with my servos in from of me. "Yes. Tell your sister I said hi," Steeljaw says.

"NEVER! Although as much as I'd like to see her, NO! I'm not going to let you offline me!" I say, shakily equipping my weapon,aiming it at him, and shooting him, but I missed. So much for that.

"Oh you asked for it, femme!" Steeljaw says, aiming his fist towards me. "Stop! You will not continue to harass this femme!" says a loud, clear voice. I look to my left and see a Cybertronian on a hill.

"And who's going to stop me," Steeljaw says, before punching me in the middle. "Ow, by the way," I say, glaring my optics while holding the place he punched me. Steeljaw then swoops my legs from under me with his leg, making me fall back.

"You're just as weak as your sister, Y/N. I actually thought you were going to be stronger," he says. "Is that a compliment or an insult?" I ask. "INSULT YOU INSUFFERABLE IMBECILE!" Steeljaw shouts, pointing his weapon right at my helm.

I brace for impact, but then I hear fighting behind me. I get off my back and see a familiar yellow bot fighting Steeljaw, who seemed to be winning the fight. I sprint to where Steeljaw could not see me, which was behind him.

I jump up, and then land on him, crashing him to the ground and knocking him out. "Hey, BB," I say. "That's.. one entrance," he replies. "Wow, not even a 'hey,' or 'hi' or 'hello, Y/N'? Wow, so should I just enter and say 'hey, you were losing'? I ask sarcastically.

"Whoa, whoa, Y/N, where did the sarcasm come from?" "It's called a personality, genius," I say, lifting up Steeljaw and throwing him over my shoulder plates.

"Wow, you've gotten stronger," Bee says. "Of course I have. I've been training whilst you were being some street cop," I say casually, knowing just what gets on his cables. "Why are you so different from the Y/N I used to know?"

"You don't need to know that," I say quickly. "How come?" Bee asks. "It's personal," I snap.

"Uh, okay?"

"Sorry, I'm just stressed out about what just happened. It caught me off guard."

"It's alright, Y/N."

We stay in silence for a bit before starting a new conversation before we get to the scrapyard Bee was talking about.

"So, where is every-" I get cut off by a group of other Autobots pointing their weapons at me. "Who are you and what's your designation?" asks a mostly blue and white femme.

"It's like that? Okay," I say, equipping my best weapon and pointing it at her. "Also, I should be asking that question," I say, glaring daggers at her.

"Whoa, Strongarm, stand down. Y/N is an old friend of mine... and for Primus sake, Y/N, put that weapon away," Bumblebee says. I disarm my weapon and so does Strongarm.

"Sorry about that. You caught me off guard," I apologize to the femme. "It's alright, Y/N. Also, are you actually carrying Steeljaw? He's extremely heavy for me," she says.

"Oh him? Yeah, got some trauma from this dude," I say, picking up the mech from my shoulder and holding him by the pede in front of me like some pest, which he is.

"Someone take this guy before I shoot out his spark," I say. "I'll get it, Y/N," says a mostly green and black mech. "You must be Grimlock, the former Decepticon?" I ask, to which Grimlock nods to. I smile and then look at the sunset. It reminds me of Cybertron.

"Y/N?" asks a deep voice. I spin around and see the Autobot leader, Optimus Prime, standing in front of me. "Hey, OP," I say coolly. "How have you been?" He asks. Should I tell him? No... I don't want anyone to know yet.

"I've been... okay. Had a bit of a run in with an old enemy of mine when I first got out of my stasis pod today," I say before leaving the scrapyard. "Y/N? Where are you going?" asks the Autobot leader.

"Somewhere I can just escape the world. It's a routine," I explain before switching to alt mode and driving off. The last time I was on Earth, I used to take Katrina, and sometimes Bee to this pretty lake. I remember exactly where it is.

I arrive there after like 20 minutes, unaware that a certain yellow and black mech was closely following me. I switch out of alt mode and look at the lake that glows with the moonlight. I let out a sigh and smile after like 7-8 years of not smiling. I sit down and take in the view of the sky.

"Figured you'd be here," says a voice behind me. I turn and see Bumblebee. "BB? Did you follow me, you sneaky mech?" I joke.

"You literally unreasonably left the scrapyard."

"I actually left for a reason, Bee," I say, my playful voice fading into a sadder tone.

"Well, can you tell me?"

"Bee, I told you earlier. It's personal."

"I won't tell anyone, I promise," he says.

I sit there in silence for a moment... and then explain. "My sister and I were very close and when our carrier offlined after my online, she was the one taking care of us, since our sire abandoned us. A few years ago, Steeljaw got himself in a battle and m-murdered my sister. I s-saw her o-offline right in front of me. I r-r-ran away just in t-time before he could murder me, too," I say, my voice tearfully trembling as I recall the traumatizing memory.

"Y-" Bee starts, but I cut him off in a sparkbeat. "I never got the chance to say goodbye," I say. At this point, I was crying, my helm buried in my knees. I feel a servo place itself on my cheek plate.

I look up and see the mech in front of me. "Y/N... I'm sorry your sister offlined. Is that why you've changed? Because of grief? And when you feel threatened, you immediately arm yourself?" He asks.

I nod silently. Bee sits next to me and wraps an arm around me. I lean into his touch, appreciating the comfort.

"If I'm honest, Y/N, you're the bravest, cleverest, and kindest robot I met. You don't care if you get hurt... kinda..., you can outsmart anyone, and you helped others get back on their pedes because of your personality. And... I admire you for that," he says.

I feel my faceplate heat up slightly and my spark beat faster. "Thanks, Bee. No one has ever said that to me except for my sister and carrier. You know... I kinda admire you, too. You've somehow found a way into my broken spark," I say.

Bee slightly extends his arms outward, gesturing for a hug. But... I had a different idea in mind.

Instead of hugging him, I give him a kiss on his cheek plate. I hear him let out a quiet, flustered breath. He looks back at me with wide optics. All I do is smile and, for the first time in forever, I make optic contact. He smiles back at me. I feel myself leaning in and Bee doing the same.

Then... our dermas meet. I wrap my servos around Bee's neck cables while he holds my waist. We stayed like this for like 2 minutes, which felt like 10, and then pull away. "Why do I love you so much?" He asks. "A million reasons," I say.

(A/N: Sorry that I took forever to update. Also, why are most parts at a forest? BECAUSE THEY DESERVE MORE LOVE!! MOST ROMANCE EITHER HAPPENS ON A BOAT OR A BEACH (in my opinion)

Anyways... next up... sparkling)

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