This Is What I Live For (Final Story)

Part 21

Later That Afternoon

(Reader POV)

The two of you held hands as you walked down the white sandy beaches of Hawaii. Paul had made sure to make sure you spent the morning satisfied after the terrible nightmare you had early in the day. They lined your neck with hickies to mark the occasions, and you were almost self conscious to be wearing the two piece black bathing suit. The singer moved his hand from yours and wrapped it around your waist, pulling you close to him. He moved his lips closer to your ear, sending shivers down your spine.

"You're killing me in this little two-piece number. I dont know if im gonna be able to keep my hands off you," He whispered.

"Well, we will be in the water soon. Show me what you got, Mr. Stanley," You whispered back.

"Oh, don't tease Mrs. Stanley," Paul said back sternly

"Oh, I plan to do more than just tease you, Paul." You replied, pulling away from the singer.

You looked at him through your sunglasses, seeing the smirk on his face before you took off into a full sprint. Paul let out a chuckle and you could hear his footsteps behind you as your own toes touched the water. An arm wrapped around your waist, and the next thing you knew, you were in the air over the guitarist's head. You screamed and splashed into the water. Paul laughed wholeheartedly as you came out of the water, sputtering and stammering.

"I don't like you anymore," You said with a pout

"Awww don't be sour baby, I'm sorry. Come here and let me make it all better," Paul replied, walking out toward you.

"No, you're just going to throw me in the water again.. You're always trying to get me wet in some sort of fashion," You said, splashing the water at him.

You turned to walk away from him, but he grabbed you and slammed his lips against yours, making you moan loudly. Paul pulled away and smirked before lifting you up and wrapping your legs around his waist. He walked the two of you in the water as you moved your arms around his neck, playing with his long black hair.

"You know, ten years ago, when I was in this water, it ended up really badly. Have I ever told you that story?" Paul asked, looking into your eyes.

"Do you want to talk or do you want to apologize for throwing me in the water, like an asshole?" You asked as you hovered your lips above his

"Oh, you want some more of what I gave you in the hotel room this morning, Mrs. Stanley? You can't get enough of me either, Can you baby girl?' Paul whispered as leaned forward and kissed you.

You and Paul kissed passionately, and he touched you intimately.. You pulled his hair and bit his lip as he slid his fingers into your pussy. Paul broke the kiss and moved his lips to your neck, sucking your favorite spot below your earlobe. You leaned your head into his shoulder and kissed it.

"I love you, Y/N, you know that, right?" Paul whispered.

"I know and I love you too, Paul. Is everything okay?" You asked, grabbing his chin.

"Something's been set up for the band. Ive been trying to think about how to tell you and its driving me crazy," He said.

The two of you pulled away and Paul grabbed your hand, pulling you to the beach. You let out a deep breath as the two of you walked toward your spots. He took a seat and pulled you into his lap harshly, making you glare at him. The two of you set in uncomfortable silence for a few moments before you turned to look at the singer.

"Its been set in stone now that the band goes over to Australia for a month to start the KISS Konventions. Gene and I had talked about it when you and I had separated, but now that we are married, and the baby is here." Paul said.

"Babe, you have to work and it will give me time to settle in with the baby," You replied, as you shook your head.

Paul stood up and threw you over his shoulder, making you scream. He slapped your ass and started walking back up the stairs toward the car. You slapped at his back, trying to get him to put you down, as he laughed. The singer sat you back down on your feet and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a hug.

"I'm so worried that this marriage is gonna end with me being all alone again. When the band tours we go for a long time. I'm gonna miss so much of Ameylas first couple of months, and Evan too." Paul said.

"Lets just go grab dinner and we can talk about all of this and set up our plans for the rest of the week, okay? I promise im not going anywhere," You replied, holding him by the chin

He leaned forward and kissed your lips before taking your hand and pulling you to the car. THe two of you smiled at each other for a moment before you climbed inside. As you buckled your seat belt, you began to worry about being a solo parent while the singer was gone.